Hmm...
So, it seems, that Coll and Justin played matchmaker tonight. They set Mike Rutledge and I up. I like Mike but I'm not sure about being his gf yet. I have had sooo much heartache with men, I don't feel comfortable about most of them. My worker said that it is bc of my PTSD. I have to agree with Helen (my worker), I have DTA with men. I am not sure that I am attracted to Mike. He is only a few years older than I am... but, idk... I feel no spark when I'm around him. I feel like he is my friend, and nothing more.
Why the fuck must love be so convoluted? Why? I never give up, but sometimes I want to.
/rant
Ugh... I feel terrible about Mike. I'm not really interested. Oh well.. there is always more fish in the sea.
I had two helpings of a pasta bake, two servings of cole slaw and two buns and a chocolate chip scone for dinner. Tomorrow is LAMP.
Sam
Why the fuck must love be so convoluted? Why? I never give up, but sometimes I want to.
/rant
Ugh... I feel terrible about Mike. I'm not really interested. Oh well.. there is always more fish in the sea.
I had two helpings of a pasta bake, two servings of cole slaw and two buns and a chocolate chip scone for dinner. Tomorrow is LAMP.
Sam