Ramblings
There are times in life when we all come to a crossroad in life. At the crossroad you have a choice; right, left, or maybe...just maybe you veer off the road completely. I am stuck at the center of this cross road. I am not sure which way I want to go. I have veered off the road before...at times good, at times bad. I need to take an assesment of what is going on right now in my life before I make that decision.
Recently there have been many people coming out from my past. Most of these people to say they are sorry for things. As that may sound nice and dandy, I wish most of these people never said a word. In reality from what I have found out most of these people want something and that is why they are saying they are sorry. I don't like fakeness. If you are sorry said it, if not then don't. I really don't care either way. Just stay out of my life if you intend to be fake with me, that is not something I will deal with in my life right now. I will call you out on it if you are being that way, and I won't be nice about it. I find that the truth is the best, there is no reason or need to lie.
As I was getting very comfortable in my surroundings I am finding that I am not so comfortable anymore. I am working on ways to fix this. For now the best way I know to do that is to surround myself with the people that I care about the most, the people that know me best, the people that I can have fun with. I am trying to do that...and at the sametime trying to fix/find how I can be comfortable again. Tonight I start up again with practice and I know that will help me feel a bit better. I know need much more much more than that to help though.
Well, as it is time for me to get back to work, I will focus on the fact that I get to go to practice tonight...an possibly wrestling tomorrow (what am I saying of course I will go...haha, even if I have work to do)!
Recently there have been many people coming out from my past. Most of these people to say they are sorry for things. As that may sound nice and dandy, I wish most of these people never said a word. In reality from what I have found out most of these people want something and that is why they are saying they are sorry. I don't like fakeness. If you are sorry said it, if not then don't. I really don't care either way. Just stay out of my life if you intend to be fake with me, that is not something I will deal with in my life right now. I will call you out on it if you are being that way, and I won't be nice about it. I find that the truth is the best, there is no reason or need to lie.
As I was getting very comfortable in my surroundings I am finding that I am not so comfortable anymore. I am working on ways to fix this. For now the best way I know to do that is to surround myself with the people that I care about the most, the people that know me best, the people that I can have fun with. I am trying to do that...and at the sametime trying to fix/find how I can be comfortable again. Tonight I start up again with practice and I know that will help me feel a bit better. I know need much more much more than that to help though.
Well, as it is time for me to get back to work, I will focus on the fact that I get to go to practice tonight...an possibly wrestling tomorrow (what am I saying of course I will go...haha, even if I have work to do)!