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Well I guess this is my fault. The reason I feel like this. I feel bad for what I've put you through, and you really don't deserve it. I do like you, but it keeps feeling like I'm letting go and not giving anything a try, guess I'm still just scared...and I still think you like her, but I guess it's just cause i'm paranoid and i'm sry about that..but you'll have that I guess. Idk, it just doesn't seem like you like me anymore, and I don't think anyone reads this anyway..or even you, so this whole entry is just completely pointless. but yeah. idk, I'm sry, and you don't deserve this..and you don't have to like me, cuase that's what I'm getting..I've been having a bad like..2 weeks, and I just get moody and everything annoys me, even the littlest things. and even that will set me off and put me in a bad mood..and i've just been taking it out on everyone. that's why i've been staying away from the computer as much as possible. I guess what this entry really means is, if you like her, then you don't have to keep telling me you like me. it's not that i don't want you to, it's just, do what makes you happy, even if i'm not..i want you to be happy, cause i know it will take a miracle to ever make me happy again..
These tears seem so familiar, back then, ah, yes, back when....