Nov 10, 2004 19:25
i met this person and she told me her life story. she dropped out of West when she was a sophomore because she got into too many fights. she went crazy with her boyfriend one night and ended up pregnant. she decided a life flipping burgers was less exciting than school,so she went back. now she's a senior, still cant buy scratch tickets, and is having a kid when she's still a kid herself. i moved my chair for her.
can you believe its already November? 3 months ago it was August. and two months before that it was June. those months are like differant shades of memory.. a dark blue and before that a yellow.
ive had this horrible mind block since late October and it wont go away. its like charcoal eyes in the back of your head that just wont open or close. and then there are mini films that keep playing back in your head, then you go to draw them out and the peoples faces are distorted and just not right at all... but the picture is so clear in your head that you cant stand that it can never be drawn because no one else can see it...
Crash and burn Casey