Oct 01, 2008 08:50
Not having time is such a horrible thing.
I can't believe how bad I feel so much of the time because of it.
I can write this now because I am waiting for a sandwich to be made.
I need to get out of the horrible spiral I am in!
I am conscious that I need to get out but it's taking SO long to get out because I have long term committments and I have to find the right tradeoffs, because of the needs of money and everything else.
Debt it a chain that ties me to the life of no time, which is not life.
It is liquid death.
My debt is not toxic to Citigroup./ It's the best debt they own. They own me. It is toxic to me. I would like the government to buy my toxic debt.
I am mean to people I love because of it.