Young Lung
DurdieBurdie: hey
DurdieBurdie: its weird how perception is defferent
DurdieBurdie: how everyone looks at something and sees a different
thing
VuduGlow: too weird
DurdieBurdie: even yourself
DurdieBurdie: if u looked at a woman as a child
DurdieBurdie: as a baby
DurdieBurdie: u would see milk giver
DurdieBurdie: as a child u would see this adult
DurdieBurdie: as a teen u would see a sex thing
DurdieBurdie: hey i just had an idea
VuduGlow: whats that
DurdieBurdie: i made these tattva cards a long time ago
DurdieBurdie: when i used to practice astral projection
DurdieBurdie: theres five cards
VuduGlow: is that tarot or different
DurdieBurdie: representing the five elements
DurdieBurdie: its like tartot
VuduGlow: oh
DurdieBurdie: theres a bunch of sub cards
DurdieBurdie: but a red triangle is fire
DurdieBurdie: a yellow square is earth
DurdieBurdie: a blue circle is air
DurdieBurdie: an silver crescent is water
DurdieBurdie: what u were supposed to do
DurdieBurdie: is stair at this card for like 10 mins or so . and then
flip it over and stair at the white of the card
DurdieBurdie: youll have an afterimage of the symbol u were staring at
VuduGlow: ok
DurdieBurdie: and you focus on this and it unlocks a door that u can
walk through into the land of the elemental
DurdieBurdie: i should try it on salvia
DurdieBurdie: staring at the tattva card
VuduGlow: yeah
DurdieBurdie: see what happens
DurdieBurdie: i cant find my cards tho
DurdieBurdie: ill have to make a new one
VuduGlow: would u smoke it while u were staring at the image
DurdieBurdie: i think im gonnaa make a sky card
DurdieBurdie: blue circle
DurdieBurdie: shit ill just open up paint shop and make a perfect
blue circle
DurdieBurdie: w00t
VuduGlow: when's the last time u smoked
VuduGlow: i've got all those symbols on the bookmark from that primer
VuduGlow: lol
VuduGlow: its pretty interesting actually
DurdieBurdie: damn i just maade a blue circle
DurdieBurdie: and its already making me feel weird
DurdieBurdie: its like a portal
DurdieBurdie: well here goes nothin
VuduGlow: starting the experiment
DurdieBurdie: holy fucking all my god
DurdieBurdie: il in salvia land
DurdieBurdie: this if ufkt
DurdieBurdie: up
DurdieBurdie: theres a bunch of people here
DurdieBurdie: i had to tell them
DurdieBurdie: that i would come i a min
DurdieBurdie: i need to talk to cam
DurdieBurdie: its like a picknick or somehting
DurdieBurdie: my face
DurdieBurdie: holy shit
DurdieBurdie: it became this building
DurdieBurdie: this is weird
VuduGlow: wow
DurdieBurdie: yay
DurdieBurdie: im thanking the salvia
VuduGlow: u see people?
DurdieBurdie: i just got the full bloown
VuduGlow: honor thy salvia
DurdieBurdie: so quickly im comeng back tho
DurdieBurdie: :-(
DurdieBurdie: its like
DurdieBurdie: wow
DurdieBurdie: its so psychadelic its on the edge of realty
DurdieBurdie: its something really
VuduGlow: that was quick
DurdieBurdie: its like everything unfolds
DurdieBurdie: yea its mostly over
VuduGlow: u did this visualization thing?
DurdieBurdie: dood its like this time
VuduGlow: your still under?
DurdieBurdie: myself broke into 2
DurdieBurdie: there was me
DurdieBurdie: and there was this other guy talking
DurdieBurdie: he was me too
DurdieBurdie: but i could se him
DurdieBurdie: he was like this small guy
DurdieBurdie: its like who i am
DurdieBurdie: is made of all these tiny little people
DurdieBurdie: like there was this main guy whos was a foot or two
VuduGlow: unreal
DurdieBurdie: and the rest of the guys were really tiny
DurdieBurdie: he was a giant to them
DurdieBurdie: i know he was me
DurdieBurdie: but know im thinking maybe they were all me
DurdieBurdie: psychadelic ego extraction
VuduGlow: were they under the influence of salvia?
DurdieBurdie: like all your little voices have their own form
DurdieBurdie: thatwas weird
DurdieBurdie: now im coming out of it more
DurdieBurdie: now its harder to think about it
DurdieBurdie: its like i was here but its more like if i closed my
eyes and was imagining things
DurdieBurdie: only i wasnt closing my eyes
DurdieBurdie: all this shit was fitting into reality
DurdieBurdie: its like the side of my face was a place
DurdieBurdie: wheere everhone was having a picknick
DurdieBurdie: its like the edges of things become places
VuduGlow: damn
VuduGlow: yeah exactly
DurdieBurdie: wow
DurdieBurdie: the circle didnt do much tho
DurdieBurdie: cept maybe make me concentrate and focus
DurdieBurdie: which was cool kuzz i think it helped the trip develop
DurdieBurdie: it was mild and major at the same time
VuduGlow: that was kool when u were rapid fire IMing, describing it
VuduGlow: how was it mild
DurdieBurdie: i was iming after i left it
DurdieBurdie: it was like
DurdieBurdie: i was in this world
DurdieBurdie: i was like i was in the back of my head
DurdieBurdie: and u were outside
DurdieBurdie: and i had to step outside
DurdieBurdie: to talk to you
DurdieBurdie: like inside was this crazy picture
DurdieBurdie: but throught my eyes
VuduGlow: i know what u mean
DurdieBurdie: i could see
DurdieBurdie: this dot
DurdieBurdie: and the im window
DurdieBurdie: and i had to go out of my eyes
DurdieBurdie: to get back here
DurdieBurdie: o shit
DurdieBurdie: see it is like it makes your eyes a less important
sensory input
DurdieBurdie: this other world of sence took first place in
constructing my reality.
DurdieBurdie: aand my eyes were put on the back burner
DurdieBurdie: they saw but they werent soley responsible for what
i :saw:
DurdieBurdie: so i was lookin at teh blue dot
DurdieBurdie: i like how the voices get separated
DurdieBurdie: its like they all coexist in one body
DurdieBurdie: in layers
DurdieBurdie: but then the layers separate and they becomeindividual
DurdieBurdie: s
DurdieBurdie: like a body in a body in a body
DurdieBurdie: my voice of thought became its own body
DurdieBurdie: maybe i left my body
DurdieBurdie: weird
DurdieBurdie: so amazing
VuduGlow: definetely
VuduGlow: i wish i could be giving u my full attention but im talking
to tripping deitz too lol
VuduGlow: thats really kool
DurdieBurdie: its gets more and more amazing as u come back and
realize how unreal it really is
DurdieBurdie: thats k
VuduGlow: we should do a buddy chat thing
DurdieBurdie: it was like i was having a party in my head
DurdieBurdie: with my self myself and all my selfs
VuduGlow: and all interdimensional beings are invited
DurdieBurdie: like, john malkevick john malkevick
DurdieBurdie: but they all knew who they were,
DurdieBurdie: im not sure i know who i am
VuduGlow: lol good comparison
VuduGlow: isn't that the weirdest feeling
DurdieBurdie: its like, subconsciously u know who u are
DurdieBurdie: but dont tell yourself
VuduGlow: like u just kind of broke into some big ring of beings who
know whats up
VuduGlow: yeah
DurdieBurdie: its like your keeping a secret from yourself
DurdieBurdie: its so fukt up
VuduGlow: yeah
DurdieBurdie: i liked it tho
VuduGlow: nice
VuduGlow: no fear?
DurdieBurdie: none what so ever
DurdieBurdie: im not afraid of myself
DurdieBurdie: im intriged
VuduGlow: u r a shaman then
DurdieBurdie: gives yourself dimensionality u didnt know u have,
DurdieBurdie: i just found out im an interesting person indeed
DurdieBurdie: i just need to have a convo with myself
DurdieBurdie: convos with self are quite enlightening
DurdieBurdie: you dont know what you know until you talk to yourself
DurdieBurdie: its almost hard to beleive you can talk to yourself for
hours and hours
DurdieBurdie: but u so can, and u can learn things, theres so much to
you that you havent told yourself
DurdieBurdie: its fukt
DurdieBurdie: thers so much u know that you havent talked to yourself
about
VuduGlow: the biggest problem i have with it is
DurdieBurdie: a whole lifetime of experiences to analyze
DurdieBurdie: i was so analytical as a kid i think it might help me
with this salvia thing
DurdieBurdie: but now im almost a rednek bum, fortunately salvia
encompases your whole self, from all times, and i can have taht
scientist in me think about it
DurdieBurdie: writers must b in touch with these characters
DurdieBurdie: damn
DurdieBurdie: that would b scary
VuduGlow: im kind of split apart between the ideals of consensus
reality and the ever-gnawing grate of experience
DurdieBurdie: say if you were steven king and u did salvia
DurdieBurdie: and all your charecters where with you
DurdieBurdie: "Its Jaaaaaaaaaaack"
DurdieBurdie: monkey shines
DurdieBurdie: w00t
DurdieBurdie: the shining i mean
DurdieBurdie: but i guess thats not him thats just a character he
made up
DurdieBurdie: it has to b someone you were at some point in time
DurdieBurdie: actually cam
DurdieBurdie: its like i left the salvia experience
DurdieBurdie: to tell lu
DurdieBurdie: its like i was there and i had to come here
DurdieBurdie: but once i came here
DurdieBurdie: there was no longer
DurdieBurdie: i should just stayed there and hung out a while
DurdieBurdie: o well
DurdieBurdie: whats deitz saying?
VuduGlow: this and that
VuduGlow: im too tired to keep 2 things going so im limited lol
VuduGlow: he invited me over finally lol
VuduGlow: now im too tired to go
VuduGlow: im tripping offa sleep deprivation
VuduGlow: tell me more about it lol i'll read it sooner or later
DurdieBurdie: hey
VuduGlow: yeah
DurdieBurdie: the reason its hard to describe
DurdieBurdie: is to describe it u have to leave it
DurdieBurdie: its better to just go through it and learn everything u
can, and then worry about coming back later
DurdieBurdie: like trying to output it while in it just tears it apart
DurdieBurdie: but the weird thing is
DurdieBurdie: it fits into reality
DurdieBurdie: such that
DurdieBurdie: it still is here
DurdieBurdie: everything i could see
DurdieBurdie: is still hapening
DurdieBurdie: im just not aware of it anymore
DurdieBurdie: all that shit that was happening is still goin on
DurdieBurdie: just below the threshold of perception
DurdieBurdie: theres still mes having pickniks with other mes
VuduGlow: u i think thats true
DurdieBurdie: but the other part of how it fits
VuduGlow: reporting on it is actually fighting it
VuduGlow: thats why i couldnt believe u could take through the 12x
DurdieBurdie: is somehow and the edge of everything in space and time
DurdieBurdie: crap its all gone now,
DurdieBurdie: im looking around my room expecting to see what i saw
DurdieBurdie: im doin that again
DurdieBurdie: i keep looking at my brown computer rack thinking im
gonna see salvia space
DurdieBurdie: looking for an answer
DurdieBurdie: because it really is there
VuduGlow: lol yeah i was kind of looking at this as if they were
gonna pop out at me after that last trip
VuduGlow: u know?
DurdieBurdie: i just cant see it
DurdieBurdie: fuck
VuduGlow: thats why its kind of unnverving to me
DurdieBurdie: heh
DurdieBurdie: it makes your whole body come alive in a different way
VuduGlow: yeah
DurdieBurdie: it makes it all the places it really is
DurdieBurdie: or was
DurdieBurdie: in time
VuduGlow: god damn i'm to tired to think and type and all this
interesting shit is going on lol
VuduGlow: the gods of irony suk
VuduGlow: so did u actually feel like u were in a physical space
DurdieBurdie: like some people might htink body alive means, to feel
your body as energy. to feel the blood. but this makes your body
alive by transforming it into worlds
VuduGlow: u said people were talking to you
DurdieBurdie: dod i was talking to me
DurdieBurdie: but it was in salvia space, and there was a delay
DurdieBurdie: its like i was sitting in front of myself tellin myself
shit
DurdieBurdie: it was like my mind came out of my head
DurdieBurdie: and told me shit
DurdieBurdie: to my face
DurdieBurdie: like if the human mind can process multiple things at
once, and its having multiple convos at once. or more like each guy
is talking and somehow it all comes to gether.
VuduGlow: what did you say to yourself lol, anything of noted
VuduGlow: yeah
DurdieBurdie: no i wasnt listening too much i was telling them i
would brb i have to tell my friend first
DurdieBurdie: o well
VuduGlow: lol thats interesting in itself tho
DurdieBurdie: maybe im on the verge of schitzophrenia
VuduGlow: u'll go back again
VuduGlow: well, thats kinda what the psychedelic state is
DurdieBurdie: its weird cuzz i never could have experienced something
like this otherwise
DurdieBurdie: its really takes u to the other side
VuduGlow: yup
DurdieBurdie: not that theres two sides
DurdieBurdie: maybe another side of another curtain
VuduGlow: not too many people are gonna understand
DurdieBurdie: i think a big part of salvia is you, so that not
everyone can really experience what you are experiencing.
DurdieBurdie: which is kinda frustrating
VuduGlow: yeah
DurdieBurdie: kuzz u wana share this discovery
DurdieBurdie: but your really only discovering yourself
DurdieBurdie: even tho it seems alien at times
DurdieBurdie: woka woka
VuduGlow: lol
DurdieBurdie: its like salvia space is always there. u just have to
look for it
DurdieBurdie: or use salvia
DurdieBurdie: but its hard to look for it
DurdieBurdie: its like interna and external at the same time
DurdieBurdie: so its hard to have bi focus
DurdieBurdie: without the aid
DurdieBurdie: i know its not supposed to b fun but i just had hella
fun
VuduGlow: nice
VuduGlow: u gotta way with the universe
DurdieBurdie: doesnt eveyone?
DurdieBurdie: i mean r u saying im different?
VuduGlow: kinda yeah lol
DurdieBurdie: sometimes u, just wish u could b everyone
DurdieBurdie: and everyone could b you
VuduGlow: i mean you seem more connected to all aspects of life than
most people
VuduGlow: yup
DurdieBurdie: the big one that steps on the other ones like ants
VuduGlow: lolol
VuduGlow: that fukin bitch
DurdieBurdie: the other guys try to keep a low profile so as not to
attract his attention, so they usually work subconsciously
DurdieBurdie: they must shatter into a million peices upon death like
dust entering the vacuum of space
VuduGlow: thats kind of what meditation is really when you think
about it
VuduGlow: quieting all the static and programming yourself
DurdieBurdie: yea <(o)> got the psychadelic tibetan book of the dead,
want a copy?
VuduGlow: not that i'm all too impressed with its enlightening
potential lol
VuduGlow: uh yeah lol
DurdieBurdie:
http://www.psykedelbok.se/Psychedelic_Experience/tibetan.html
DurdieBurdie: its weird how perception is defferent
DurdieBurdie: how everyone looks at something and sees a different
thing
VuduGlow: too weird
DurdieBurdie: even yourself
DurdieBurdie: if u looked at a woman as a child
DurdieBurdie: as a baby
DurdieBurdie: u would see milk giver
DurdieBurdie: as a child u would see this adult
DurdieBurdie: as a teen u would see a sex thing
DurdieBurdie: hey i just had an idea
VuduGlow: whats that
DurdieBurdie: i made these tattva cards a long time ago
DurdieBurdie: when i used to practice astral projection
DurdieBurdie: theres five cards
VuduGlow: is that tarot or different
DurdieBurdie: representing the five elements
DurdieBurdie: its like tartot
VuduGlow: oh
DurdieBurdie: theres a bunch of sub cards
DurdieBurdie: but a red triangle is fire
DurdieBurdie: a yellow square is earth
DurdieBurdie: a blue circle is air
DurdieBurdie: an silver crescent is water
DurdieBurdie: what u were supposed to do
DurdieBurdie: is stair at this card for like 10 mins or so . and then
flip it over and stair at the white of the card
DurdieBurdie: youll have an afterimage of the symbol u were staring at
VuduGlow: ok
DurdieBurdie: and you focus on this and it unlocks a door that u can
walk through into the land of the elemental
DurdieBurdie: i should try it on salvia
DurdieBurdie: staring at the tattva card
VuduGlow: yeah
DurdieBurdie: see what happens
DurdieBurdie: i cant find my cards tho
DurdieBurdie: ill have to make a new one
VuduGlow: would u smoke it while u were staring at the image
DurdieBurdie: i think im gonnaa make a sky card
DurdieBurdie: blue circle
DurdieBurdie: shit ill just open up paint shop and make a perfect
blue circle
DurdieBurdie: w00t
VuduGlow: when's the last time u smoked
VuduGlow: i've got all those symbols on the bookmark from that primer
VuduGlow: lol
VuduGlow: its pretty interesting actually
DurdieBurdie: damn i just maade a blue circle
DurdieBurdie: and its already making me feel weird
DurdieBurdie: its like a portal
DurdieBurdie: well here goes nothin
VuduGlow: starting the experiment
DurdieBurdie: holy fucking all my god
DurdieBurdie: il in salvia land
DurdieBurdie: this if ufkt
DurdieBurdie: up
DurdieBurdie: theres a bunch of people here
DurdieBurdie: i had to tell them
DurdieBurdie: that i would come i a min
DurdieBurdie: i need to talk to cam
DurdieBurdie: its like a picknick or somehting
DurdieBurdie: my face
DurdieBurdie: holy shit
DurdieBurdie: it became this building
DurdieBurdie: this is weird
VuduGlow: wow
DurdieBurdie: yay
DurdieBurdie: im thanking the salvia
VuduGlow: u see people?
DurdieBurdie: i just got the full bloown
VuduGlow: honor thy salvia
DurdieBurdie: so quickly im comeng back tho
DurdieBurdie: :-(
DurdieBurdie: its like
DurdieBurdie: wow
DurdieBurdie: its so psychadelic its on the edge of realty
DurdieBurdie: its something really
VuduGlow: that was quick
DurdieBurdie: its like everything unfolds
DurdieBurdie: yea its mostly over
VuduGlow: u did this visualization thing?
DurdieBurdie: dood its like this time
VuduGlow: your still under?
DurdieBurdie: myself broke into 2
DurdieBurdie: there was me
DurdieBurdie: and there was this other guy talking
DurdieBurdie: he was me too
DurdieBurdie: but i could se him
DurdieBurdie: he was like this small guy
DurdieBurdie: its like who i am
DurdieBurdie: is made of all these tiny little people
DurdieBurdie: like there was this main guy whos was a foot or two
VuduGlow: unreal
DurdieBurdie: and the rest of the guys were really tiny
DurdieBurdie: he was a giant to them
DurdieBurdie: i know he was me
DurdieBurdie: but know im thinking maybe they were all me
DurdieBurdie: psychadelic ego extraction
VuduGlow: were they under the influence of salvia?
DurdieBurdie: like all your little voices have their own form
DurdieBurdie: thatwas weird
DurdieBurdie: now im coming out of it more
DurdieBurdie: now its harder to think about it
DurdieBurdie: its like i was here but its more like if i closed my
eyes and was imagining things
DurdieBurdie: only i wasnt closing my eyes
DurdieBurdie: all this shit was fitting into reality
DurdieBurdie: its like the side of my face was a place
DurdieBurdie: wheere everhone was having a picknick
DurdieBurdie: its like the edges of things become places
VuduGlow: damn
VuduGlow: yeah exactly
DurdieBurdie: wow
DurdieBurdie: the circle didnt do much tho
DurdieBurdie: cept maybe make me concentrate and focus
DurdieBurdie: which was cool kuzz i think it helped the trip develop
DurdieBurdie: it was mild and major at the same time
VuduGlow: that was kool when u were rapid fire IMing, describing it
VuduGlow: how was it mild
DurdieBurdie: i was iming after i left it
DurdieBurdie: it was like
DurdieBurdie: i was in this world
DurdieBurdie: i was like i was in the back of my head
DurdieBurdie: and u were outside
DurdieBurdie: and i had to step outside
DurdieBurdie: to talk to you
DurdieBurdie: like inside was this crazy picture
DurdieBurdie: but throught my eyes
VuduGlow: i know what u mean
DurdieBurdie: i could see
DurdieBurdie: this dot
DurdieBurdie: and the im window
DurdieBurdie: and i had to go out of my eyes
DurdieBurdie: to get back here
DurdieBurdie: o shit
DurdieBurdie: see it is like it makes your eyes a less important
sensory input
DurdieBurdie: this other world of sence took first place in
constructing my reality.
DurdieBurdie: aand my eyes were put on the back burner
DurdieBurdie: they saw but they werent soley responsible for what
i :saw:
DurdieBurdie: so i was lookin at teh blue dot
DurdieBurdie: i like how the voices get separated
DurdieBurdie: its like they all coexist in one body
DurdieBurdie: in layers
DurdieBurdie: but then the layers separate and they becomeindividual
DurdieBurdie: s
DurdieBurdie: like a body in a body in a body
DurdieBurdie: my voice of thought became its own body
DurdieBurdie: maybe i left my body
DurdieBurdie: weird
DurdieBurdie: so amazing
VuduGlow: definetely
VuduGlow: i wish i could be giving u my full attention but im talking
to tripping deitz too lol
VuduGlow: thats really kool
DurdieBurdie: its gets more and more amazing as u come back and
realize how unreal it really is
DurdieBurdie: thats k
VuduGlow: we should do a buddy chat thing
DurdieBurdie: it was like i was having a party in my head
DurdieBurdie: with my self myself and all my selfs
VuduGlow: and all interdimensional beings are invited
DurdieBurdie: like, john malkevick john malkevick
DurdieBurdie: but they all knew who they were,
DurdieBurdie: im not sure i know who i am
VuduGlow: lol good comparison
VuduGlow: isn't that the weirdest feeling
DurdieBurdie: its like, subconsciously u know who u are
DurdieBurdie: but dont tell yourself
VuduGlow: like u just kind of broke into some big ring of beings who
know whats up
VuduGlow: yeah
DurdieBurdie: its like your keeping a secret from yourself
DurdieBurdie: its so fukt up
VuduGlow: yeah
DurdieBurdie: i liked it tho
VuduGlow: nice
VuduGlow: no fear?
DurdieBurdie: none what so ever
DurdieBurdie: im not afraid of myself
DurdieBurdie: im intriged
VuduGlow: u r a shaman then
DurdieBurdie: gives yourself dimensionality u didnt know u have,
DurdieBurdie: i just found out im an interesting person indeed
DurdieBurdie: i just need to have a convo with myself
DurdieBurdie: convos with self are quite enlightening
DurdieBurdie: you dont know what you know until you talk to yourself
DurdieBurdie: its almost hard to beleive you can talk to yourself for
hours and hours
DurdieBurdie: but u so can, and u can learn things, theres so much to
you that you havent told yourself
DurdieBurdie: its fukt
DurdieBurdie: thers so much u know that you havent talked to yourself
about
VuduGlow: the biggest problem i have with it is
DurdieBurdie: a whole lifetime of experiences to analyze
DurdieBurdie: i was so analytical as a kid i think it might help me
with this salvia thing
DurdieBurdie: but now im almost a rednek bum, fortunately salvia
encompases your whole self, from all times, and i can have taht
scientist in me think about it
DurdieBurdie: writers must b in touch with these characters
DurdieBurdie: damn
DurdieBurdie: that would b scary
VuduGlow: im kind of split apart between the ideals of consensus
reality and the ever-gnawing grate of experience
DurdieBurdie: say if you were steven king and u did salvia
DurdieBurdie: and all your charecters where with you
DurdieBurdie: "Its Jaaaaaaaaaaack"
DurdieBurdie: monkey shines
DurdieBurdie: w00t
DurdieBurdie: the shining i mean
DurdieBurdie: but i guess thats not him thats just a character he
made up
DurdieBurdie: it has to b someone you were at some point in time
DurdieBurdie: actually cam
DurdieBurdie: its like i left the salvia experience
DurdieBurdie: to tell lu
DurdieBurdie: its like i was there and i had to come here
DurdieBurdie: but once i came here
DurdieBurdie: there was no longer
DurdieBurdie: i should just stayed there and hung out a while
DurdieBurdie: o well
DurdieBurdie: whats deitz saying?
VuduGlow: this and that
VuduGlow: im too tired to keep 2 things going so im limited lol
VuduGlow: he invited me over finally lol
VuduGlow: now im too tired to go
VuduGlow: im tripping offa sleep deprivation
VuduGlow: tell me more about it lol i'll read it sooner or later
DurdieBurdie: hey
VuduGlow: yeah
DurdieBurdie: the reason its hard to describe
DurdieBurdie: is to describe it u have to leave it
DurdieBurdie: its better to just go through it and learn everything u
can, and then worry about coming back later
DurdieBurdie: like trying to output it while in it just tears it apart
DurdieBurdie: but the weird thing is
DurdieBurdie: it fits into reality
DurdieBurdie: such that
DurdieBurdie: it still is here
DurdieBurdie: everything i could see
DurdieBurdie: is still hapening
DurdieBurdie: im just not aware of it anymore
DurdieBurdie: all that shit that was happening is still goin on
DurdieBurdie: just below the threshold of perception
DurdieBurdie: theres still mes having pickniks with other mes
VuduGlow: u i think thats true
DurdieBurdie: but the other part of how it fits
VuduGlow: reporting on it is actually fighting it
VuduGlow: thats why i couldnt believe u could take through the 12x
DurdieBurdie: is somehow and the edge of everything in space and time
DurdieBurdie: crap its all gone now,
DurdieBurdie: im looking around my room expecting to see what i saw
DurdieBurdie: im doin that again
DurdieBurdie: i keep looking at my brown computer rack thinking im
gonna see salvia space
DurdieBurdie: looking for an answer
DurdieBurdie: because it really is there
VuduGlow: lol yeah i was kind of looking at this as if they were
gonna pop out at me after that last trip
VuduGlow: u know?
DurdieBurdie: i just cant see it
DurdieBurdie: fuck
VuduGlow: thats why its kind of unnverving to me
DurdieBurdie: heh
DurdieBurdie: it makes your whole body come alive in a different way
VuduGlow: yeah
DurdieBurdie: it makes it all the places it really is
DurdieBurdie: or was
DurdieBurdie: in time
VuduGlow: god damn i'm to tired to think and type and all this
interesting shit is going on lol
VuduGlow: the gods of irony suk
VuduGlow: so did u actually feel like u were in a physical space
DurdieBurdie: like some people might htink body alive means, to feel
your body as energy. to feel the blood. but this makes your body
alive by transforming it into worlds
VuduGlow: u said people were talking to you
DurdieBurdie: dod i was talking to me
DurdieBurdie: but it was in salvia space, and there was a delay
DurdieBurdie: its like i was sitting in front of myself tellin myself
shit
DurdieBurdie: it was like my mind came out of my head
DurdieBurdie: and told me shit
DurdieBurdie: to my face
DurdieBurdie: like if the human mind can process multiple things at
once, and its having multiple convos at once. or more like each guy
is talking and somehow it all comes to gether.
VuduGlow: what did you say to yourself lol, anything of noted
VuduGlow: yeah
DurdieBurdie: no i wasnt listening too much i was telling them i
would brb i have to tell my friend first
DurdieBurdie: o well
VuduGlow: lol thats interesting in itself tho
DurdieBurdie: maybe im on the verge of schitzophrenia
VuduGlow: u'll go back again
VuduGlow: well, thats kinda what the psychedelic state is
DurdieBurdie: its weird cuzz i never could have experienced something
like this otherwise
DurdieBurdie: its really takes u to the other side
VuduGlow: yup
DurdieBurdie: not that theres two sides
DurdieBurdie: maybe another side of another curtain
VuduGlow: not too many people are gonna understand
DurdieBurdie: i think a big part of salvia is you, so that not
everyone can really experience what you are experiencing.
DurdieBurdie: which is kinda frustrating
VuduGlow: yeah
DurdieBurdie: kuzz u wana share this discovery
DurdieBurdie: but your really only discovering yourself
DurdieBurdie: even tho it seems alien at times
DurdieBurdie: woka woka
VuduGlow: lol
DurdieBurdie: its like salvia space is always there. u just have to
look for it
DurdieBurdie: or use salvia
DurdieBurdie: but its hard to look for it
DurdieBurdie: its like interna and external at the same time
DurdieBurdie: so its hard to have bi focus
DurdieBurdie: without the aid
DurdieBurdie: i know its not supposed to b fun but i just had hella
fun
VuduGlow: nice
VuduGlow: u gotta way with the universe
DurdieBurdie: doesnt eveyone?
DurdieBurdie: i mean r u saying im different?
VuduGlow: kinda yeah lol
DurdieBurdie: sometimes u, just wish u could b everyone
DurdieBurdie: and everyone could b you
VuduGlow: i mean you seem more connected to all aspects of life than
most people
VuduGlow: yup
DurdieBurdie: the big one that steps on the other ones like ants
VuduGlow: lolol
VuduGlow: that fukin bitch
DurdieBurdie: the other guys try to keep a low profile so as not to
attract his attention, so they usually work subconsciously
DurdieBurdie: they must shatter into a million peices upon death like
dust entering the vacuum of space
VuduGlow: thats kind of what meditation is really when you think
about it
VuduGlow: quieting all the static and programming yourself
DurdieBurdie: yea <(o)> got the psychadelic tibetan book of the dead,
want a copy?
VuduGlow: not that i'm all too impressed with its enlightening
potential lol
VuduGlow: uh yeah lol
DurdieBurdie:
http://www.psykedelbok.se/Psychedelic_Experience/tibetan.html