Much Suckiness is afoot
Major crap going on, kiddos. Dont worry, myself and the fireMan and littleMan and littleBaby are just fine. Its some major extended-family drama, of the Sopranos-esque "You're dead to me" variety, with many screaming phone calls and tears and pounding on doors and other sucky rotten things. I've been under such unbelieveable stress just trying to hold myself together that I'm hardly functioning at this point. Midwife has ordered me to bed as much as possible to preserve some sanity for littleBaby to grow, so I have not done even the most prefunctory activities, outside of caring for littleMan. He has his first ear infection - and its a doozie. Bilateral infections ( both ears), and 2 ruptured eardrums. So he's sick and in pain and I have to spend all day Monday downtown at the Kaiser hospital taking him to the pediatric ear/nose/throat guy.
I am totally emotionally drained, feeling rotten and exhausted. I just want all the family crap to stop, everyone to be healthy, and all the arguments to end.
Dont know when, if i will ever get my spirit back to write.