Tonight, I exist

May 26, 2005 23:11

There are two possibilities; death is eternal, or life is eternal. But tonight, I exist for the moment, for the love, for the angst of existence, and for the time, it beats the alternative.

Many are the roads this one man has travelled, lived and experienced, worked hard through, fought through and proudly raised my chin above. Inside of me storms reside, tumultuous cravings for disaster, echoes from distant and bizarre lands call me. I am afraid of committing my life to one theme, I crave for the unknown and for the path less trodden.

I hear the glistening of frozen crystals from far away planets calling out, I hear the voices of thousands of intelligent beings within reach of our telescopes. I see the alignment of seemingly disassociated natural patterns bend into meaning, I want for a life of consequence but ultimately none exists.

I feel the warmth and want next to the heart of a woman, I hear her voices lands apart - reverberating through the chest. I sense my loneliness while surrounded, my sadness while laughing, my strength while weeping.

I am, tonight.
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