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So emo-boy just gave me his latest Cd to listen to (the Shore). It is a bit whiny and mushy, but not half bad. I think the section of my brain that is used for rationalizing has gone dead...
Things are pretty good lately. I don't how they got that way. I guess i just opened myself up a bit and let it happen. There are few loose ends that need tied up, but i need to be ready to do just that. Coming close to it.
The interview that i had was very intense, but i think it went as well as it could. The blasted thing lasted three hours and i talked to four different people and got a tour of their simulator labs. I didn't get to see the actual flight simulator because you need a clearance for that, but what i did see i was very impressed with. I hooked up with my old boss afterwards and he walked me out. He will be the new team lead for the F15 Echo database group. He would be my boss again too, but that is just fine with me. He has been a good guy to know and has helped me out immensely along the way. He called later that evening and told me they were impressed with me and that he thinks i "wowed" them. Sweet, now show me the money man...So, now i just need to wait. It will be approximately two weeks before i find out. I'm not too worried though. I know i did well (for a change) and if it doesn't work out i am definitely more confident in myself and my skills. NASA here i come...um, yeah right.
I had a great time this past weekend going out with a fella i have been talking to. I have to admit it is strange to date someone in this state. You wouldn't think that would be such a big deal, but when you are not used to it, dammit it's nice. So he did all the nice sweet things a guy should do and was a total dork later in the evening and had to come back to my place just to kiss me. The asshole makes my stomach do flips...What the hell.
This Cd reminds me a bit of The Verve or even Oasis, but these lyrics are a hell of a lot better. Some sappy moaning shit really. I am suprised a dude listens to this. This would be good to go to bed listening to though, i might see if he will burn me a copy. I must me losing my mind.