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Jan 11, 2005 20:36

I'm a little fucked off at the moment though for no particular reason I suppose. Maybe it's the lack of attention that I'm getting right now. Attention appears to be a bit of a priority for me from time to time and I'm just not receiving the amount that I feel is due... unless you count my two little kittens who are a bit fucked off as well now that we're back in Omaha and no longer in the wonderful house in Missouri that they enjoy. So far Onyx has managed to scratch at and drape herself all over the pet carrier I suppose as a hint that she wants to go back home. She also managed to tip over her food bag, crawl inside and take a nap, nearly piss on my hand when I changed their litter, and just be an obnoxious little thing in general. Allie is Allie. Still brain damaged and 100x more vocal in the last three days I'm assuming because she's lonely. She even whines when she's sitting in my lap getting hugs, kisses, and pets. I don't know what to tell her. She can't go back to Missouri until March so Omaha will just have to work for now.

I started my sixth rotation out of eight on Monday. It's ok I suppose. The doctor I'm rounding with is a bit of an asshole and made me realize how ecstatic I am about NOT going to med school. I'm discovering that pediatics is way different than adult care. I could work with little kids forever and ever and not get sick of it. However, adults are big, smelly, cranky, and just gross. I don't think being a physician that I could deal with them. Anyways, asshole doctor refers to me as 'that's a pharmacy student' whenever he introduces me to patients. He proceeds to never look at or talk to me, which is really just fine, but irritating. The interns and residents aren't any better really. I guess they view me as either competition or worthless to them because they are so much smarter and will actually grow up to be *real* doctors one day. Fuckin chew my ass bitches. I couldn't care less except that my grade counts on me being an active part of the 'team' and being aggressive/proactive in my involvement making suggestions and whatnot. I'll take tomorrow easy with them again, and then exert my bitchy presense starting on Thursday.

The weather is making with much winter mayhem currently. It is raining ice. Tomorrow it will rain ice and snow. Then just snow for the next 3 days. I fucking hate Omaha. I might have to start wearing a coat. I generally go coatless with the exception of my lab coat until temperatures fall below 20 and then I am resigned to having to wear extra bulk on my person which I absolutely don't need.

Speaking of bulk, my brand new jeans don't fit me anymore, they fall down constantly. Exciting, no? Well, actually, no. I weighed myself thinking I'd lost weight since my clothes don't fit only to find that I've probably gained nearly another 10 pounds. argh. I give up.

I had a nice birthday. I slept a lot. Went out to Nakato the Japanese steak house for dinner, ate, it was good, and then went home and proceeded to get ill from the food. Nice. The next day I got a pedicure and have lovely pink toes, and the day after that I got an aromatherapy massage from a really hot guy named Jeff. I so would have paid him for some 'extra attention' *sigh* He reminded me of a guy I used to work with that I had a huge crush on named Justin. For a second I thought it was him and got all excited only to find out it was Jeff. Anyways, Jeff is a great guy in his own right. He's going to physical therapy school and I'll still make more money than him when I graduate (which is actually happening this year, I can't believe it)

Kitties in the closet making noise. I shall rescue them now and sit on the couch and pout for awhile longer.

ta ta
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