Left Alone 1/1
Left Alone
Title: Left Alone
Author missnegreenwood aka sagaluthien
Fandom, Character(s)/Pairing: SPN, Sam Winchester,
snap-shot in verse!blind Sam, When Things Turned Out Diffrently masterlist here
Rating & Warning: PG-13, au, blind!Sam, see also author's note
Theme/table: Angst-Fest Table for 2011 nano challenge.
Prompt(s): # 13 Hollow
Disclaimer: I do not own Supernatural, not any of it's characters and make no profit from this work.
Author's Notes: This is another snap-shot in blind!Sam!verse. Some is done 2010 and you got a Masterpost, for all and eventually reading order.
This one takes place when the contract Dean made to the cross-roads demon went out. It is a possibility that this will later be an extended version.
Summary: The band between siblings show how close it been.
No one needed to tell him when he no longer had a big brother. He felt it inside, a hollow space.
That first day he didn't want to get out of bed. He felt like there were nothing worth fighting for, not even himself. He wished Dean had never made the deal. He wished that he could have found out anything to break the deal and keep Dean alive.
He questioned what possibly watched over them when bad things always seemed too happen to them. Wondered why they never seemed to be able to stay happy.
Sam knew that he wouldn't have felt different if he had had his sight, but then he would have fought even more to save Dean. Now he felt so helpless. He hated that he could barley get through a day without not doing something wrong. Even a little thing, like bashing into chairs or walls, feeding himself without messing himself up.
There where a darkness all around him, and he didn't know how to escape from it.