we should all be so lucky to have someone who will never let us go. the ultimate legacy is to leave behind someone who will love you forever.
jason IMd me tonite and said something nice/funny. its kind of great how, no matter what happened with us, we're kind of friends now and i can just look back and laugh. despite the crazy shit that happened that makes for awesome blackmail.... the truth is that ill always look at him differently than anyone else, and he the same with me.
i was going to write about how im burnt out, but i dont think i will now... but this sort of relates.
sometimes i just want to get away from everything (see: last post). that includes rooney. because if you get away from everything, you gotta get away from everything, you cant drag a piece of home with you. at least that is my thought process. but other times... i love rooney so much.
i have been thinking about this a lot lately. ive never been the best friend type... im not going to elaborate here. all ill say is that i wish i could force myself to make a decision... either be close to someone, or dont, but dont fuck around in between.
moving on.
its funny how things work. i talked to josh all day today. ive been talking to him a lot which is cool because hes seriously one of the nicest guys ive met in my life. anyway... i thought tonite was going to suck. on some levels it did because all i did was go to the movies with my brother and one of his many girls. but then... i ended up getting to talk to rooney AND jeremy. it was great and im really happy that i can go to sleep now with a smile on my face because i got to talk to them. today was actually a good day overall. its nice.
i love my rooney.
khross, keep your comments to yourself.
i was going to write about how im burnt out, but i dont think i will now... but this sort of relates.
sometimes i just want to get away from everything (see: last post). that includes rooney. because if you get away from everything, you gotta get away from everything, you cant drag a piece of home with you. at least that is my thought process. but other times... i love rooney so much.
i have been thinking about this a lot lately. ive never been the best friend type... im not going to elaborate here. all ill say is that i wish i could force myself to make a decision... either be close to someone, or dont, but dont fuck around in between.
moving on.
its funny how things work. i talked to josh all day today. ive been talking to him a lot which is cool because hes seriously one of the nicest guys ive met in my life. anyway... i thought tonite was going to suck. on some levels it did because all i did was go to the movies with my brother and one of his many girls. but then... i ended up getting to talk to rooney AND jeremy. it was great and im really happy that i can go to sleep now with a smile on my face because i got to talk to them. today was actually a good day overall. its nice.
i love my rooney.
khross, keep your comments to yourself.