this is the more later part.
tonite was wonderful and so is tim. we watched pi which is completely strange. and i just totally ran out of words to say about that...
the nurse told me my eye doc is dumb and so am i and i need new contacts. actually she didnt say any of that. well, except for the part that i should get a new rx.
i had a psycho dream about kody. or, kody was in it. i went to some sort of punk party. crazy shit was going on... people were drinking, getting high, and having sex. there was even this one guy on top of a counter with his -ahem- hanging out and hey, i dont even know what he was doing. moving on.... i think someone told kody to go talk to me or kiss me or something. i actually think it may have been petzar that told him. so kody lies down on some sofa nearby and i sit on top of him. he was either dared to kiss me or he dared me, saying that i wouldnt kiss him. whatever it was, i let him get this | | close to my lips before i moved, saying that i would but i have a boyfriend. something ghetto that i cant explain happened then, but its not important.
i hate thinking about kody. i hate seeing him in school. but somehow, thoughts of him work themselves into my head and its torture. first, seeing he and ryan at shows is not a fun reminder. then, someone tells me he thinks kodys sad about us not being friends anymore. next, someone encourages me to talk to him. geez. its not fun. its just the idea of him that plays in my head.... the way he was 4 years ago. hes not the same person now id guess, and i dont think id like him anymore. so theres no point in hanging myself out there. i think the only thing i regret in my life is not kissing kody. stopping there.
one month till the new mb20 album comes out. how exciting is that?!
did i mention that a) tim is awesome b) i love rooney soooo much and c) angie aparo is totally in my top five favorite male singers of all time? well, i did now.
good nite.
edit: PSATs sucked, i skipped the soccer game cuz i felt like poo, and tim made me feel better. i could have just written that.
the nurse told me my eye doc is dumb and so am i and i need new contacts. actually she didnt say any of that. well, except for the part that i should get a new rx.
i had a psycho dream about kody. or, kody was in it. i went to some sort of punk party. crazy shit was going on... people were drinking, getting high, and having sex. there was even this one guy on top of a counter with his -ahem- hanging out and hey, i dont even know what he was doing. moving on.... i think someone told kody to go talk to me or kiss me or something. i actually think it may have been petzar that told him. so kody lies down on some sofa nearby and i sit on top of him. he was either dared to kiss me or he dared me, saying that i wouldnt kiss him. whatever it was, i let him get this | | close to my lips before i moved, saying that i would but i have a boyfriend. something ghetto that i cant explain happened then, but its not important.
i hate thinking about kody. i hate seeing him in school. but somehow, thoughts of him work themselves into my head and its torture. first, seeing he and ryan at shows is not a fun reminder. then, someone tells me he thinks kodys sad about us not being friends anymore. next, someone encourages me to talk to him. geez. its not fun. its just the idea of him that plays in my head.... the way he was 4 years ago. hes not the same person now id guess, and i dont think id like him anymore. so theres no point in hanging myself out there. i think the only thing i regret in my life is not kissing kody. stopping there.
one month till the new mb20 album comes out. how exciting is that?!
did i mention that a) tim is awesome b) i love rooney soooo much and c) angie aparo is totally in my top five favorite male singers of all time? well, i did now.
good nite.
edit: PSATs sucked, i skipped the soccer game cuz i felt like poo, and tim made me feel better. i could have just written that.