it must make you sad to know that nobody cares at all. nobody cares at all. they never cared at all.
petzar is my hero. seriously, hes the man. you should all love him a whole lot cuz i do.
and yeah... stuff. lots of thoughts going through my head and no way to put them into words. i want to go back to being a little kid. theres so much crap you have to worry about being older, so much stuff you have to be responsible for, and so many things you see through that you never noticed the crappiness of before when you were younger. i dont know. it just seems like a shitty deal, this whole growing up thing. no matter how much fun you think it is to drive, have your own house, be able to drink, have a job, etc.... its NOT fun. its life. but its other things that make your life fun. like friends, and awesome mothers, and friday night movie parties, and math teachers that make you laugh but dont teach you shit in the way of education. shit. shutting up. dont mind me.
and yeah... stuff. lots of thoughts going through my head and no way to put them into words. i want to go back to being a little kid. theres so much crap you have to worry about being older, so much stuff you have to be responsible for, and so many things you see through that you never noticed the crappiness of before when you were younger. i dont know. it just seems like a shitty deal, this whole growing up thing. no matter how much fun you think it is to drive, have your own house, be able to drink, have a job, etc.... its NOT fun. its life. but its other things that make your life fun. like friends, and awesome mothers, and friday night movie parties, and math teachers that make you laugh but dont teach you shit in the way of education. shit. shutting up. dont mind me.