hold him closer when he cries. hold him closer when he feels he needs a hand to hold, someone who'll never let him go. and hold him closer when hes down. when his world is upside down, turn it around and hold him close.
theyre so blind. so very fucking blind. they need to open their eyes and look around. i dont see how anyone could be like that. they dont even care. they dont even see that theyre hurting him. and it kills me that they dont care or take the time to see that theyre killing him too. they should be proud of him. they should love him, show him how they feel, and tell him so as well. they should want to go to parent/teacher conferences, or go to his games when he was playing sports, or meet his girlfriend, or take pictures of him when he goes to homecoming and looks so handsome. but they dont. they refuse to. they make me want to punch them. or stab them with a very sharp object. but damnit that just isnt how it works though. i cant get them to see the crappiness of their ways. and i cant take him away from them. and i cant help his situation. so all i have left to do is love him and show him and tell him so, and be with him as much as possible. i want to treat him the best i can and i want to be the best person i can... because he deserves that and so much more.