sometimes i forget
school is starting to bog me down. i need to make better decisions to ensure my sanity. i missed my lisa tonight, boys nights out are over-rated. i was tense and shaky the entire night, couldn't help it; i just missed you. now i'm beginning to tell what i want when i want it, this mistake put me closer to the right track. i thing i'll be back on before long. maybe in the morning. if i could hear your voice it would be ok.
and now one of my weird poems. brace yourself.
i'm falling down and up
all at once.
i'm spinning;
flashes here,
then dark.
again a flash.
if i concentrate,
on one or the other,
that is all that
i will see.
i will not land and settle,
but i will no longer blind myself
to the moments that fly by.
missing out is giving up.
and i am down
but there is no way out.
every breath is laborsome,
i need to be embraced.
just wrap me up like a baby,
and rock me to sleep.
my only comfort.
these tears must be shed,
they blur my vision.
dizzy and colorblind.
just wrap me up like a baby,
and rock me to sleep.
and now one of my weird poems. brace yourself.
i'm falling down and up
all at once.
i'm spinning;
flashes here,
then dark.
again a flash.
if i concentrate,
on one or the other,
that is all that
i will see.
i will not land and settle,
but i will no longer blind myself
to the moments that fly by.
missing out is giving up.
and i am down
but there is no way out.
every breath is laborsome,
i need to be embraced.
just wrap me up like a baby,
and rock me to sleep.
my only comfort.
these tears must be shed,
they blur my vision.
dizzy and colorblind.
just wrap me up like a baby,
and rock me to sleep.