Zero x Kaname fanfic update! (Cradle of Blood 25) + Vampire Knight kinky fridays!♥ (free sketches!)
Edit to add: More fanarts added to the post. ^-^/ ♥
I'll be adding the sketch requests as I draw them (I'll post them in replies to the comments), so come back to check the post every so often if you'd like to see them~!♥
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Hi everybody~! \^-^/ ♥ *is all happy and fangirly today as always? XD* X3 ( Read more... )
WOW, what a pervy invasion! Well... I can't draw, BUT... yesterday I posted my (finally done) Ichiou x Kaname non-con fanfiction for everyone to read! (It's written for you, BTW)
Sooo.... I love all the piccies. Especially Yuki's sadistic face. She's such a master-person and has such control over both of her puppets. Anyway, for a request... hmm.... Something involving bondage and S and M.´Because I'm a sadistic freak, lol... Actually not, I'm very uke IRL. I don't mind whether it's K x Z or Z x K. Love both equally! Well, I adore Kaname being all protecting and taking care of Zero as only he can do it, but I also like where he (despite being excactly that, capable of protecting Zero) needs Zero to take care of him. So in ToB, you probably will have to suffer through the K x Z for a long time, but I promise it'll end up being a fifty-fifty with none of them being the seme all the time.
To anyone not familiar with my way of writing non-con: it's very harsh. And it's made it more so by kaname only being sixteen years old at the time of this oneshot. It's called All the Scars You Give Me.
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*___*<33333 *bounces with delight and will rush to read the fic asap*
Yes~! Yuuki has such huge potential for epic things with her harem... 8D *always tempted to write fics about what might happen to the poor guys once Yuuki matures more and becomes a pervy woman* XD XD *lol*
Ahh, KxZ... D: *is shot* XD;;; XD Well, if there will also be ZxK I will happily look forward to it. XD I'm bad with the review-catching-up but I love ToB and found so many moments of it utterly delicious (poor Kaname D: *hopes for comfort after all the hurt he got), and am hoping for him to get some happy moments with Zero too... ^^
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Yes, it's Rondomness. You've read the other chapters of ToB??? Didn't think you had the time (stupid me thinking everybody who reads, reviews and gets terribly let down each and every time)
Ichiou x Kaname is LOVE! And that's why I write so much about them! Yes, some of my readers (some?) think too much, but I write fanfiction for my own amusement and love to hear that they're being appreciated, but if people think I write too many one thing, it doesn't really matter as long as some (including me) continue to love it! xD Would love to see some Ichiou x Kaname non-con bondage!!!
I don't know how long you got in ToB yet, but the rest of this fic (around 10 chapters) is "Kaname and Zero" focused, although it's not just a long line of lemons. Basically, there'll be a few chapters with some "to do or not to do" (epic parody-skillz BTW xD) while they slowly get a bit closer soooo... perhaps in the end, but don't worry! I have... two continuations. First came Crimson Depts (don't know if you've read it, but it's a predessesor for ToB), then ToB and two more afterwards. The next will focus mainly on Kaname and Zero and... well, the problems involving different kind of things... More, I won't reveal :D *have already made huge spoiler, lol*
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I enjoyed also the part with the Hunter Association interrogating Kaname and being all invasive of his privacy, the poor thing. XD; That's always kinky. XD
Though I wanted to shake Zero when he didn't act (more) in defense of Kaname, especially around the mess with fighting Ichiou and then during the aftermath at the HA. ^^; *had expected an intervention then in particular, and more closeness, was surprised when he stayed so away from Kaname*
But I'm looking forward to them getting closer later on. :D I believe I read CD before, yes. *looks forward to the next ones also*
:D<3
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Sorry, I just had to get out with it xD Well, I'm very happy that you've managed to hang on to the story! i'm in the process of writing chapter 15 now. As to chapter 14, I'm surprised that no one has said anything about the "partly truth" of Kaname's former sexual life... I mean, there's some clear hints of somethingness... Okay, let's just say I had expected that it would give away the truth, but it apparently didn't. I'm only glad, actually. Additional drama that suddenly will make a lot of Kaname's thoughts during all of the series make sense FTW!! xD
As of the storyline right now, it seems that a KxZ/ZxK relationship is just around the corner. I must disappoint by saying that although it appear this way, this is not the case. It's a lot more complicated that just the obvious, I'm afraid. And while a ZxK/KxZ PAIRING might be just around the corner, it is no relationship.
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Sorry I'm currently so bad at leaving regular reviews, especially on multi-chaptered fics. But I'm definitely reading, and enjoying. And looking forward to more. XD
I'm surprised their relationship didn't get a bit of a boost with what Zero witnessed/found out that happened to Kaname. Will he feel protective of him at all, or not? I was a bit ";-;" when they stayed so distant despite what happened. XD *hopes for them to get closer later, or at least for us to be shown what they're feeling a bit, even if they're not yet actually accepting it or opening up about it just yet. :D
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Anyway, I LOVE that picture of Ichiou and the connected text. It cracks me up xD
Well, I will just say that... I'm very glad that you've read the fic xD Always makes me happy when my readers tell me they like what I do! Well, about Zero... He's a very person-related personality in normal VK and I want to make him appear as close to that as possible in my fics. I mean, the interesting part of him is that he is not good, not evil and not neutral. He does things related to the ones he care about. He wouldn't have bothered taking on Rido in the manga, if it wasn't because he'd killed Ichiru and because Yuki was in danger. And since, although they're at one point pretty close in CD, they lose that closeness again when Yuki dies, Zero doesn't bother interfering as long as it doesn't seem like Kaname is on the verge of rape.
Afterwards, at the HQ, Zero begins to feel the bond himself and he's actually scared. So, being the vulnerable, yet hot-headed/determined person he is, he just refuses to acknowledge it, sheltering himself away and avoiding Kaname as much as possible, because he knows his feelings stir when the pureblood's around.
Meanwhile, Kaname, knowing things like that would insue, is really considering that Zero isn't raised with that and just sees that "he's a vampire too, WTH is wrong with him?" Kaname doesn't understand him and gets insecure because of that. Also, a key point in the next chapter is how none of them really dare show their feelings to each other because Zero thinks that Kaname is just going to abuse him with the excuse that "he was willing" or something like that, and Kaname is both insecure and ashamed and thus isn't sure how much he should press Zero. So, the point is that when asking Cross for advice or in thoughts, they sound much different than they do when they meet.
Hopes you'll enjoy! xD
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^^ *cheers & looks forward to more of the fic*
Oh, and I finally scanned the pic I'd mentioned earlier in the thread, which I wanted to show you... I also tossed some color on it. It's a VERY rough sketch (in all meanings of the word XD *lol*), so keep in mind it's really messy and all... and also terribly hardcore.
The idea is that Kaname is at Academy age, so about 18... but he looks so uke in the pic that he might seem younger than he's supposed to be.
It's a sketch from a page of a potential doujinshi I'm considering doing. It's Ichiou + council x Kaname... supposed to be passed during Academy times, though with a bit of an AU timeline of sorts. He basically starts Academy earlier and there's flashbacks and stuff but the ero is later on when he grows up more.
It's basically a sketch form a partial doujinshi of a couple of my Ichiou x Kaname fics from 2008 or so. XD (Mostly "Inevitability" and "Survival".) They inhabit my mind & my doujin-drawing-urges forever, since the idea of Ichiou blackmailing Kaname and forcing him to allow him to abuse/rape him in exchange for not messing with the Academy is one that I've always found a source of irresistible potential for non-con fanfiction, fufufu~ *depraved fangirl* XD; But then, I know you and I are like-minded fans, so... XD Nothing too shocking here. XD XD)
Basically, as you can see, the council goes really wild on Kaname. XD; They have some agreement with him that if he lets them do as they please to him, they won't mess with the Academy... ^^ So various things happen to Kaname. So much so that I'm putting the pic as a link instead of in the comment in hopes no one passing by looking for innocent pervy pics gets shocked. ^^; Please ignore the uber messy sketch and fail anatomy etc., it was just a rushed thing when I was figuring out a pose to draw and the theme for the pic. XD; Oodles of toys + tons of council-people. Here it is...
If that doujinshi ever gets finished/comes to life it will probably be as a short story in a longer one, focused on ZxK, or something like that.
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I love it. If you would ever write a fanfiction of it/make a doushinji with that... I would be in heaven! You know, I don't know if I told you this before (have a nagging suspicion that I did) but I read your fanfictions with ichiou x Kaname to get set for writing the rape scenes in ToB.
You know, one day i would love to share my notes with you. I've got (embarressed confession) over 31.000 words in a note block on my computer, plus notes on my phone plus extra notes scattered around... huh... All meant to be used in short stories or the next series...
About the picture... Yes, he looks a bit younger than 18. And I like how it's very visible with his "love marks" everywhere, with plaster on top... It must hurt with vampires leaving love marks, even if it had been totally consensual and lovingly done.
I also love the kind of... feeling... of hands all over poor little Kaname's body that the picture implies xD And then Zero should sotrm in and shot all over and carry Kaname out, while telling him everything will be okay :D
Huh, my only regret in The Spider's Web... After the scene with the council at the soiree... I would have liked a very comforting scene after the hurt but... Ichiou being the one who carries him out and Takuma being unknowing... it just didn't fit in.
I really do hope that I manage to put some hurt into the next "part" of the series... Current working name: Ruby Drops... might change to something else in the meantime xD
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With the fangs the vampires must indeed leave some epic love marks. XD In that pic it was mostly the bite near his nipple and the fact he was supposed to have bandages around his neck too, and in a few places, but a lot of the apparent scratches are also messy quick rough pencilling. XD XD *lol* Although of course, he would be scratched, with the whole council doing him, so... ;) Maybe that's what it is.
I wanted to convey also that on top of all the things they're doing to him, they're also using pleasure against him, making him disgusted of himself by using all those toys etc. to make him unwillingly feel his sensitive pureblood body betraying him, when he wished he could be feeling nothing but disgust over what they're doing to him. ^^
Poor Kaname, but he's so sexy in kinky non-con situations. XD;; And then Zero can show up on a white horse and rescue him. XD XD
Spoiler for a fic of mine's: Oh, you'll like one of the upcoming scenes of CoB. XD
Ichiou hasn't been around for a while, has he...? XD; When he does come back, it's quite something. And Kaname makes things worse for himself too...
*looks forward to more of your fic(s), cheers for the writing* ^^/
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About the spoiler... Looking very much forward to that!
And... about the Z x K... it will probably take it's time since Kaname's pride is as tall as a mountain. But it will come sooner or later, I promise. I had considered some S and M or something, but I think I'm going to keep their relationship neutral and loving instead.
Although both of them would be lovely in S and M situations... xD
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It's not pride really, it's fear of losing what little he has that brings him happiness.
Zero sort of seems kind of like more the type to have to overcome pride for the relationship, although maybe pride is not the right word for him --he too is afraid of showing his feelings and getting hurt, a LOT, but there's the huge obstacle of him rejecting vampires and himself as a vampire. It's a big issue for him, not so much pride as much as rejection of the vampire race.
So for him to accept a relationship with a vampire, is really difficult. That's a huge obstacle for Zero. Well, hence so many complications in VK also. ^^;;
Of course, that would be the canon issues, in fics each person has them however they want, so it would depend how you like to portray them. ^^
Ironically, the obstacle in Zero's feelings is less big in CoB for that, since at least for now 8D Zero hasn't suffered as much in CoB as he had in the canon VK, so he hasn't developed the issue of how he feels about vampires the same way as he had in canon, due to being there when the family died and having Ichiru betray him/leave. In CoB, Ichiru is... the enemy within? XD; *lol*
Definitely agree about both of them being lovely in S&M situations. XD
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It's the some problem for him now, just made even worse by both of them 1) being in denial and 2) wanting it either way. Okay, perhaps Zero's the one most in denial... xD
But it makes it extremely difficult for him to let Zero in when Zero's actually, as he says clearly enough, not wanting to be let in. It makes him uncertain and insecure. And the problem for him is that he's a pureblood and feels it the way purebloods do, it's hard for him to concentrate and another minus, he doesn't understand what's "wrong" with Zero.
The next chapter will be out in a few days :D
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