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Ever had that feeling when you feel ill, can't place what illness it is, and feel as if you're going to die? Like LITERALLY going to die?
I honestly feel like that at this point. .A.
I have absolutely no idea what's wrong with me. I'm getting these on-and-off headaches for the duration of this entire day, and my stomach is just cramping weirdly... I don't even know if 'cramping' is the right word. But I just feel ill... and for some reason, I just feel as if I've got some serious health issue like a brain hemorrhage or something... which is super scary to think about...!!!! =A=''!
But for now I guess I'll classify it as the flu and... I don't know, I'll have to link this feelings with something else~.
My life at the moment ought to be pretty good... but some people just make life suck, and you can't do anything about it because those certain people somehow find some kind of sick pleasure in seeing you suffer. There's this person in my life that I've known for years to be honest, but sometimes I love her, and sometimes I just loathe her. Call it a love/hate relationship or what, but sometimes, I guess friendship is something everyone needs at some point, but for me, it's just so goddamn cumbersome. I'm tired. I'm so f*cking tired of having to put up with her shit. I don't understand and I will probably never understand, but what I know is that I'm done punishing myself like this because I've been enduring the torture for years.
So tata, everyone. I'm going to have to sort my life out and stand up for something for once. I'll post up some new drawings tomorrow or something when I start working again, so yeyy~~ <3
Commander out, guys~!
I honestly feel like that at this point. .A.
I have absolutely no idea what's wrong with me. I'm getting these on-and-off headaches for the duration of this entire day, and my stomach is just cramping weirdly... I don't even know if 'cramping' is the right word. But I just feel ill... and for some reason, I just feel as if I've got some serious health issue like a brain hemorrhage or something... which is super scary to think about...!!!! =A=''!
But for now I guess I'll classify it as the flu and... I don't know, I'll have to link this feelings with something else~.
My life at the moment ought to be pretty good... but some people just make life suck, and you can't do anything about it because those certain people somehow find some kind of sick pleasure in seeing you suffer. There's this person in my life that I've known for years to be honest, but sometimes I love her, and sometimes I just loathe her. Call it a love/hate relationship or what, but sometimes, I guess friendship is something everyone needs at some point, but for me, it's just so goddamn cumbersome. I'm tired. I'm so f*cking tired of having to put up with her shit. I don't understand and I will probably never understand, but what I know is that I'm done punishing myself like this because I've been enduring the torture for years.
So tata, everyone. I'm going to have to sort my life out and stand up for something for once. I'll post up some new drawings tomorrow or something when I start working again, so yeyy~~ <3
Commander out, guys~!