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[saftypinfreak04]

i don't rightly care right now if i offend someone of anything right now! i'm angry and this is what i have to say! okay do we really have to ask like this? i'ld like to think that we're all adults here but i guess not. the one person that makes it a rule that if you have a problem with someone you go right to their face and you deal with it with them. something that they themselves are not doing. they will write letters and put them on the frig. okay you can't just get mad at one person, saying that they're mooching off of katie, when lets face it we all have been. i feel bad myself b/c i havn't paid rent, and i fully intend on paying it when i can and i've talked to katie. And Katie sorry but i don't feel bad that your so called running out of money. your gonna get mad but you did bring this on your self. you were the one going around just spending hundreds even thousands of dollars at one time and thinking nothing of it b/c you thought since you had all this money you didn't have to wonder about it how you had all this money. spaending $1300 on college that you didn't even go to for a full month. i don't have any simpathy for you right now twhen you sit there and tell me your broke and you have no money but then you go off to the store and bye things or you start taking more college classes. also buying those $100 shoes that you told me when i asked why you said it was b/c you pre-ordered them a couple of months ago, that doesn't mean you bought them a couple of months ago that just mean you wanted them then and you didn't have to buy them. Katie everyone loves you b/c your nice and very easy to talk to. but then when people get to know you you start pushing them away b/c you say your tired of them but your just affraid they'll get too close and start to know who you really are. you also put other people down to make your self feel better about your self. you always tell andria that she's ugly and call her a fat cow. you know she has issues with her wait you know how depressed she's been lately, and how unstable she can be at times, why do you do that to her? and with aaron you do things just to piss him off and then act like you don't understand why he's mad b/c you say he's always mad at me. and don't tell me you don't b/c iyou told andria you do things to make him mad. We've all used you Katie you know it and we know it, but to tell you the truth it was b/c you let us. Aaron does use her a little b/c he doesn't have a job right now or a car. I've done it in callifornia, but i did use my own money for some of my own things. Andria's done it when she would be like i'm hungry but don't have any money lets invite katie so she can pay kinda thing. but andria's going to pay her some moneywhen she gets her grant money. And jack you do it too wether you want to addmit it or not you go places with katie and do stuff with her b/c you know she'll pay, or buy you something. Aaron i understand about the dishes thing. b/c last week i was doing like 2 loads in the dishwasher a day killing the water bill i'm sure. people shouldn't be so lazy as to use 8 cups or dishes a day. you should rinse them off or at least scrap them off and put them in the sink or dish washer. but also aaron you didn't really do anything else that went with the kitchen. aaron at times you do act like your too good for some people. Andria you don't stand up for yourself you let people walk all over you. you need to speak up and let people know who you feel. stop hidding in your shell, so people don't notice you. i'm not perfect i know this i'm far from it, i'm a coward and won't face people either but as soon as i kow there's a problem i try to fix it a little. i've always been the mediator. people come to me with their problems and ask me for advice. i don't like it anymore i don't like being the one that everyone hangs on for support. i'm sorry i need someone to lean on too.
i want to move out i know it's a bad idea but i need to i need to be alone