me and my dumb self
well to let you all know i have cut my hair * pic yet to come * it was fun wall it lasted i just couldnt deal with all the shit i was getting at home for looking dirty every day and "not cleaning up". I wish i had a relationship like other staff have with eric unlike them i can never talk to him because the last time i did he talked to my mom and i really dislike my parents. I have done some really stupid things and i eccept my punishment. sorry for those i put in harms way just to be dumb. i have bascily lost my job my home and the respect of my boss. if any one misses me at the garage i will be back to my usual self in june or what ever but i might have no time for that crap. but i sitll feel liike shit and im sorry. now im going to go lay under a rock and die thnx