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Mar 11, 2009 05:08

I'm looking into going to school in Japan.  A Japanese friend of mine recommended Temple University, which has an English speaking campus in Tokyo.  So far, I went to their website, checked out everything they offer, and ordered a brochure.  I can learn Japanese there, and get certified to teach English in Japan if I want.  They also offer classes in Photography (I can't get a degree in it, but I can still take the courses as electives) which everyone who knows me knows I'm interested in.

The one thing that's bothering me about this is my relationship.  It's been so hard for Ryan and I already, being that we're currently 1200 miles away from each other, but we've managed to make it work for over a year and a half.  I'm worried about what will happen if I do decide to do this.  I don't know if our relationship can handle being that far away for that long.  At least right now, if I wanted to, I could save up some money and go visit him for a weekend or vice versa.  Japan is a little too far away to do that.

Going to Japan is something I've always wanted to do, and I feel like if I don't take the opportunity to do this, and do it now, I'm never going to do it.  Ryan and I have been planning on moving in together, and he has been working very hard toward that goal.  I feel like I'll be kind of letting him down if I do this.

*sigh*  I don't know what to do.
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