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Hey peeps,
Today was actually pretty cool. Late to Pschy, as usual. He was rambling something in algebra so I had no idea what was going on. But something extrodinary happened in the middle of class... I look over and there's a note sitting next to my books that says "Ok... I am having trouble understanding what the hell he's talking about..." It was from Susie, the girl I had lunch with the other day. So I wrote her back and then she wrote me back. I felt like I was in Highschool. After a while, she just moved a chair closer to sit next to me and we whispered a conversation. She had gone to disney this weekend and it was "Her mans" first time. She seems sweet. The thing that was exciting was that she reached out to me. After all my crazy frantic trying to make friends with people who... just don't reach back. Someone did. lol I know it sounds stupid, but that pleased me to no end.
Next was French and I hadn't prepared me Presentation in French so I was like "Dammit... I meen Zoot-alors!" Hanna was waiting in the hall and met me and walked to class with me... Friend out reach number 2?!? 2 in one day? Her and Rebecca and I worked out out speech... rather they did. I desided I'd just do mine Improv. I really like Rebecca, she is really cool. I knew when I saw her the first day, I was like "Ok, this one could be in my show. She will fit nicely." ::Evil cackle:: Anyway, did my speech in front of the class IN French totally off the top of my head. It wasn't to bad, for improv.
Anyway, left class and Hanna walked me down to the car, so I initiated a hug. So I went and tanned and tried to work out my card... I thought I did, but I got home and it's still got a block on it and I don't know why and no one else does either... so another hour or so on the phone with the bank...fun...
English Comp. I've come to love. Prof Rios is the COOLEST teacher EVER!! I love her and wish I was like, Friends with her! I hope we like do a field trip or something with her to a coffee shop or something, anywhere! Anywhere I can get a chance to know her better! We had to read to Essays about Same-sex marraige. One argung for it (Rauch) and one arguing against it (Kultz). I couldn't wait to get into a debate about it! Cause this is actually a subject I know something about... even if I'm not sure exactly how I feel on the issue. So we talked about that and she handed out our Gramer test results. I got a B.... I like wanted to cry... But I was ok, it wasn't as bad as french last semester. I forced the lump in my throat away and put my mind on the essays. Johanna and Candice got A's so I had the lowest score outa the three of us. (@ less that Johanna and 1 less then Candice) But our project Monday is to write an In-Class Essay arguing why we believe Same-sex marraige is right... or wrong. The dumb ass kids in the far corner, I know what they'll be arguing... That branden kid pissed me off with his head shacking and eye rolling... but it's America dn he is free to think what he wants and use whatever body language he sees fit. I can't wait to write this! It's gonna be fun! And to see what other people say! I KNOW what Prof Rios thinks... she always tries to stay biased, but it comes through. Like she was like "What is Marrage? Why do people get married? Love? Isn't that it? So should everyone be allowed to express there love?" Then candice and I got into a descussion about love and I was explaining what I thought it was, cause Candice said "Love is just a word." And I didn't agree. Prof. Rios heard us I guess and was like "Greg, Do you wanna explain to us what love is?" I laughed and shut up... she didn't mean it like Shut up, she actually expected me to speak up, but I really didn't want to at that moment... lol
So I was thinking on the way home about how I'm actually makin some progress in rebuilding my life and some friendshipd and I realized... Again! All the friendships I'm making are with GIRLS!!! No guys! Not a single one!! The story of my life!! Susie, Hanna, Rebecca, Johanna, Candice... even people at work! Geez!!! Mike and Zach, are like the only guy friends I have!... I really need to call Zach.... he should do something with me, like soon. I haven't seen him in forever.
Anyway, one last uplifting thing, I called Tubby's and they only hire 21 and older. But I also called TBL and, while they aren't hiring right now, they are accepting apps. and they hire 18 and up!!! I am SOO gonna harass them untill they hire me as a Bar back. (Bar Back... a term I learned tonight on my job hunt, means I guess like a bartenders lacky. Waiter?) I wanna work nights there so bad!! It's a place to get my foot in the door and really seem something about me and about these people I really know nothing about.
Well, I've been writing several songs and I'm making a CD kind of... I need some band members. Or just people who'll play while I record on Ambers sound system. The CD's Title is "The Story of love" and It's songs, in order, about falling in love, the trial of love, and how it turns bad, and life after. Like the two songs for the end, I have almost finished. "Dear Mistake" is a song in letter form. And "Letting go" (My favorite) is about letting go and not caring about anything at all and just letting go of everything and being dangerous. ...I really wanna finish at least these two songs... I need something to puch me. I always get half way into a project like this and then just loose interest. Like my half written book... which I still am determind to finish one day!!
Anyway, I'm going now, TTFN!
Just me...
To be continued...
Today was actually pretty cool. Late to Pschy, as usual. He was rambling something in algebra so I had no idea what was going on. But something extrodinary happened in the middle of class... I look over and there's a note sitting next to my books that says "Ok... I am having trouble understanding what the hell he's talking about..." It was from Susie, the girl I had lunch with the other day. So I wrote her back and then she wrote me back. I felt like I was in Highschool. After a while, she just moved a chair closer to sit next to me and we whispered a conversation. She had gone to disney this weekend and it was "Her mans" first time. She seems sweet. The thing that was exciting was that she reached out to me. After all my crazy frantic trying to make friends with people who... just don't reach back. Someone did. lol I know it sounds stupid, but that pleased me to no end.
Next was French and I hadn't prepared me Presentation in French so I was like "Dammit... I meen Zoot-alors!" Hanna was waiting in the hall and met me and walked to class with me... Friend out reach number 2?!? 2 in one day? Her and Rebecca and I worked out out speech... rather they did. I desided I'd just do mine Improv. I really like Rebecca, she is really cool. I knew when I saw her the first day, I was like "Ok, this one could be in my show. She will fit nicely." ::Evil cackle:: Anyway, did my speech in front of the class IN French totally off the top of my head. It wasn't to bad, for improv.
Anyway, left class and Hanna walked me down to the car, so I initiated a hug. So I went and tanned and tried to work out my card... I thought I did, but I got home and it's still got a block on it and I don't know why and no one else does either... so another hour or so on the phone with the bank...fun...
English Comp. I've come to love. Prof Rios is the COOLEST teacher EVER!! I love her and wish I was like, Friends with her! I hope we like do a field trip or something with her to a coffee shop or something, anywhere! Anywhere I can get a chance to know her better! We had to read to Essays about Same-sex marraige. One argung for it (Rauch) and one arguing against it (Kultz). I couldn't wait to get into a debate about it! Cause this is actually a subject I know something about... even if I'm not sure exactly how I feel on the issue. So we talked about that and she handed out our Gramer test results. I got a B.... I like wanted to cry... But I was ok, it wasn't as bad as french last semester. I forced the lump in my throat away and put my mind on the essays. Johanna and Candice got A's so I had the lowest score outa the three of us. (@ less that Johanna and 1 less then Candice) But our project Monday is to write an In-Class Essay arguing why we believe Same-sex marraige is right... or wrong. The dumb ass kids in the far corner, I know what they'll be arguing... That branden kid pissed me off with his head shacking and eye rolling... but it's America dn he is free to think what he wants and use whatever body language he sees fit. I can't wait to write this! It's gonna be fun! And to see what other people say! I KNOW what Prof Rios thinks... she always tries to stay biased, but it comes through. Like she was like "What is Marrage? Why do people get married? Love? Isn't that it? So should everyone be allowed to express there love?" Then candice and I got into a descussion about love and I was explaining what I thought it was, cause Candice said "Love is just a word." And I didn't agree. Prof. Rios heard us I guess and was like "Greg, Do you wanna explain to us what love is?" I laughed and shut up... she didn't mean it like Shut up, she actually expected me to speak up, but I really didn't want to at that moment... lol
So I was thinking on the way home about how I'm actually makin some progress in rebuilding my life and some friendshipd and I realized... Again! All the friendships I'm making are with GIRLS!!! No guys! Not a single one!! The story of my life!! Susie, Hanna, Rebecca, Johanna, Candice... even people at work! Geez!!! Mike and Zach, are like the only guy friends I have!... I really need to call Zach.... he should do something with me, like soon. I haven't seen him in forever.
Anyway, one last uplifting thing, I called Tubby's and they only hire 21 and older. But I also called TBL and, while they aren't hiring right now, they are accepting apps. and they hire 18 and up!!! I am SOO gonna harass them untill they hire me as a Bar back. (Bar Back... a term I learned tonight on my job hunt, means I guess like a bartenders lacky. Waiter?) I wanna work nights there so bad!! It's a place to get my foot in the door and really seem something about me and about these people I really know nothing about.
Well, I've been writing several songs and I'm making a CD kind of... I need some band members. Or just people who'll play while I record on Ambers sound system. The CD's Title is "The Story of love" and It's songs, in order, about falling in love, the trial of love, and how it turns bad, and life after. Like the two songs for the end, I have almost finished. "Dear Mistake" is a song in letter form. And "Letting go" (My favorite) is about letting go and not caring about anything at all and just letting go of everything and being dangerous. ...I really wanna finish at least these two songs... I need something to puch me. I always get half way into a project like this and then just loose interest. Like my half written book... which I still am determind to finish one day!!
Anyway, I'm going now, TTFN!
Just me...
To be continued...