what in the world will happen next?
whoa. im so confused and mixed up. BUT SO HAPPY FOR GINA!!!! and EXTREMELY INSANELY HAPPY SUSANA ISNT LEAVING ME!!! and SUPER EXCITED FOR CIMI!!! but, i still dont know. im terrified of high school. and everything implied. and its going to suck especially without erica with me. and i want love, lol. i know, i know, i sound like a spoiled little brat. but how am i supposed to know how this is done? i havent done it yet! what eats me up the most is that i think im in love, but theres really nothing i can do about it. i guess thats how adolesencts is supposed to feel. but still, couldnt god like, write a handbook or something? ah well. im off to be. love you all to pieces!