Aug 26, 2003 22:16
there is no return once u get to a point.
felt sort of engergetic lately, waking up and working or study or doing stuff, it feels good. feels like im accomplishing something with my time.
had the most bizare occurence at work today, this lady just started talking to me in french, as if she knew i could speak it. she left me nervous and tongue tied, i wanted to say all these things to her but couldn't speak. her kids were sorta intimidating too, so when they bought their things i wished them a good day and to see them soon in french and she got a huge smile on her face and replied in french and walked out. made my day. plus i got to work with two cool managers, one that helps from another store and its real fun. i like my job, i mean, if its heaps caotic like tuesdays are i dont mind finishing up what im doing if it takes an extra ten minutes and not leaving it for someone else, i like that people do that here and dont just say fuck it, and leave.
public speaking scares the crap out of me, though suprisingly i wasnt that nervous on monday, my delivery of the presentation made up for it. i sucked. big time, my class mates had to review it and one even said u looked bored, so i was bored. haha well who really gives two hoots about strategising tactics for a PR campaign? i guess i should considering i might end up working in this blood sucking industry.
one thing pr has done is ignited the little flame in me that wanted o see wales. i always had a want to go but since doing this PR group submission on Wales tourism, i want to see it so much. the thought of travelling after uni is really part of a potential plan. i mean, once u start working when do u get three months off to go and do stuff? life starts to snowball and you forget the things you wanted to do.
had the best thing happen on saturday nite, been planning on calling my friend in greece for a few weeks and never knew i could do it from my mobile for cheap, so tried and was off so tried again saturday nite on way home and she answered! what a trip! havent spoken to her since she left school in yr 8 for greece, write to each other every few months, and she sounds almost exactly the same. apparently ive changed! lol. but she was blown away she didnt know what to say. am going to call her this week and have a better chat, catch up.
I can't do everything but I'd do anything for you
can't do anything except be in love with you