Well since someone's reading...
Capricorn Horoscope for week of July 5, 2007
It's Unity Week. You have rich opportunities to negotiate truces, whip up collaborations, and knit together seemingly irreconcilable elements. Maybe it has previously seemed insane for you to try mixing oil and water, apples and oranges, or Israelis and Palestinians, but it makes sense now. You'll tend to attract good fortune whenever you conspire to turn matches made in hell into heavenly blends. Here's a motto to inspire your work, from the rebellious unification expert Gandhi: "Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony."
And I'm trying to make some sense of this random train wreck. Out of no where came all of these prospects... and then out of no where they all went away. And in the strangest ways....
It is now unanimously agreed that I have thee strangest life known to man. THEE STRANGEST. I really can't think of any other person in this whole world who would be able to make some sense out of the hand I've been dealt.
The line between me being okay and me being not okay has become much more malleable... and I don't like it.
I'm not enjoying this anymore.
Everyone thinks freedom is soooo desirable. Our freakin nation was built by this notion... well it's really not all it's cracked up to be. I don't have anyone to tell me no. No one to hold me back from doing anything, but still nothing ever really happens.
And this reinforces a belief of mine that isn't really held in faith by most people "We are all born free"
our lives really are entrirely based by our choices.. we are where our free will has lead us.
Wow. I really could not have digressed any further from my initial point.
How am I supposed to create heaven out of a terrible match? I can think of a few surprising circumstances that have turned out to be awesome, like living with Mario and just things in general...
but I dunno.
I just hate being disappointed. It stings even now.