CRAZYYY
"You must face up to your own perceived weaknesses as the Sun squares your key planet Saturn, yet you might not stand up to your judgments very well now. Realize, however, this is not because you have done anything wrong. It's just that you are very hard on yourself and can attract similar opinions from others, too. Don't dwell on the negative; instead, do whatever you can to improve."
Well, competition for the drama one act was today. My performance had been closely scrutinized by myself and by basically everyone and that was pretty hard for me to deal with emotionally. But I worked on it. I really did. I improved my act drastically and I feel it came out as best as our troupe could make it come out.
Through competition everyone's true colors really came out.
I never thought I had so many frickin enemies in my very own class!
It hurts. Deeply. I was so benevolent about everyone else's performances.
shakedatsafytafy (6:58:41 PM): do you know how nerve racking it was for me to have to act before a class of haters?
It always stung. But now it's over. And I'm totally over it. I think I rock BIG TIME and that's all that matters, right?
"Your physical desires become a bit more complicated over these next weeks -- and today can foreshadow the complexity. It's not that you are more mysterious; rather, you just aren't satisfied with the practical mechanics that appear on the surface. You have a deeper vision of what love might be and want to manifest your ideal. If you can't, your tendency might be to slip into fantasies and make it seem real in your imagination."
I'm ready for a real boyfriend.
Well, competition for the drama one act was today. My performance had been closely scrutinized by myself and by basically everyone and that was pretty hard for me to deal with emotionally. But I worked on it. I really did. I improved my act drastically and I feel it came out as best as our troupe could make it come out.
Through competition everyone's true colors really came out.
I never thought I had so many frickin enemies in my very own class!
It hurts. Deeply. I was so benevolent about everyone else's performances.
shakedatsafytafy (6:58:41 PM): do you know how nerve racking it was for me to have to act before a class of haters?
It always stung. But now it's over. And I'm totally over it. I think I rock BIG TIME and that's all that matters, right?
"Your physical desires become a bit more complicated over these next weeks -- and today can foreshadow the complexity. It's not that you are more mysterious; rather, you just aren't satisfied with the practical mechanics that appear on the surface. You have a deeper vision of what love might be and want to manifest your ideal. If you can't, your tendency might be to slip into fantasies and make it seem real in your imagination."
I'm ready for a real boyfriend.