Reminiscing
Time flies and I've lost you.
Reading old LJ entries gets me in such a thinking mood.
The way I spoke, the things I wrote, I can't believe who I was.
And who I was taints who I am becoming.
I have changed so much.
I can't believe I've changed so much.
I don't cry anymore for being so insecure.
And I don't spend my nights regretting my whole life.
And and and even when obstacles come my way...
I'm so much stronger I can face it all and I can still
stay on my way, on my way, on my way.
Yeah. It's so crazy what the teen years do to a soul.
I used to complain that I didn't feel whole, but now...
Now is a different story.
Now is a different story.
Now iss such a different story...
I miss you. I miss you and I miss you like I miss my innocence.
I agree that I've kept myself purer than many of the others.
But I lost so much that will never come back to me again.
That will never come back to me again...
And I I have learned how to pray.
How to Pray. How to pray.
I looked lost. I felt alone.
But now nothing really matters anymore...
I used to care, way too much. I used to be sensitive to the rush.
I used to care. I used to care. Now I don't and I like this better.
I could sum the last 2 years as moments that I will never remember again.
Way too much emotion involved in them.
But I love all of my friends.
I love all of my friends.
And I learned myself right into a new phase.
I learned how to respect my family's ways.
And I love all of you.
I learned to admire all the things you do.
Thank God that he brought me here.
I can't believe he just removed all the fear.
I could go on like this forever and ever, but I have to pull myself together.
When you're half awake the world seems to hesitate
and I want to demonstrate how much older I have become.
Love,
C
Reading old LJ entries gets me in such a thinking mood.
The way I spoke, the things I wrote, I can't believe who I was.
And who I was taints who I am becoming.
I have changed so much.
I can't believe I've changed so much.
I don't cry anymore for being so insecure.
And I don't spend my nights regretting my whole life.
And and and even when obstacles come my way...
I'm so much stronger I can face it all and I can still
stay on my way, on my way, on my way.
Yeah. It's so crazy what the teen years do to a soul.
I used to complain that I didn't feel whole, but now...
Now is a different story.
Now is a different story.
Now iss such a different story...
I miss you. I miss you and I miss you like I miss my innocence.
I agree that I've kept myself purer than many of the others.
But I lost so much that will never come back to me again.
That will never come back to me again...
And I I have learned how to pray.
How to Pray. How to pray.
I looked lost. I felt alone.
But now nothing really matters anymore...
I used to care, way too much. I used to be sensitive to the rush.
I used to care. I used to care. Now I don't and I like this better.
I could sum the last 2 years as moments that I will never remember again.
Way too much emotion involved in them.
But I love all of my friends.
I love all of my friends.
And I learned myself right into a new phase.
I learned how to respect my family's ways.
And I love all of you.
I learned to admire all the things you do.
Thank God that he brought me here.
I can't believe he just removed all the fear.
I could go on like this forever and ever, but I have to pull myself together.
When you're half awake the world seems to hesitate
and I want to demonstrate how much older I have become.
Love,
C