sad
Nowadays, I am always making others angry with me.... All my friends and seniors hate me. I have the attitude to stand up for my friend not knowing that it will cause me trouble. Now everyone hate me and sometimes i feel like going away far far away from this world but i do not have the courage to do so. I have so much to think of for my future but living in the present make me feel unmotivated. I still have 3 more years to go through all this. I am not tough enough.... My characteristics have causes me so much pain that i feel like i have to change it. Maybe changing my behavior from loud and cheerful to quiet and unmotivated really helps me....
From now on, livejournal will be my dairy open to all....
From now on, livejournal will be my dairy open to all....