not the right time yet
i didnt cry near as much as i wanted to on my way to sleep last night. i really hope there are more tears to come. that sounds weird. i just want to make sure they are all out. this is huge and life-changing and it's going to be one of the hardest things i've ever had to do and it's my fault because i made it like this. i have no idea what life's going to be like. part of me is glad i got some questions answered, but at the same time i had no clue how many new questions would arise from this. i'm still not sure if all this is good, or if all this is bad.
but anyways, it's not the time yet to pour out in a LJ entry. i'm going to my sister's house in a little while and i better be babysitting becaus i dont want to just watch that stupid dog. it will be good to have that cute little booger to get my mind off this, and i cannot stress how freaking badly i need to finish those summer reading books. not a good way to start off my toughest school year yet.
there are like two or three people that i talk to off the computer IRL and that's like spencer, emily, and other emily sometimes. and idk if any of you guys care too much about what i'm talking about (not to say you don't care about me period, i just know i would probably be sick of me to a point by now) but if are curious and would rather me explain a little, you can call me today, i won't not pick up or anything. ring my cell, which i wont answer and ill call you back from my sisters house. stupid prepaid phone.. (ooh look at me! im justin! call me because everyone cares about my problem! lawl)
thats it for now, laterr
but anyways, it's not the time yet to pour out in a LJ entry. i'm going to my sister's house in a little while and i better be babysitting becaus i dont want to just watch that stupid dog. it will be good to have that cute little booger to get my mind off this, and i cannot stress how freaking badly i need to finish those summer reading books. not a good way to start off my toughest school year yet.
there are like two or three people that i talk to off the computer IRL and that's like spencer, emily, and other emily sometimes. and idk if any of you guys care too much about what i'm talking about (not to say you don't care about me period, i just know i would probably be sick of me to a point by now) but if are curious and would rather me explain a little, you can call me today, i won't not pick up or anything. ring my cell, which i wont answer and ill call you back from my sisters house. stupid prepaid phone.. (ooh look at me! im justin! call me because everyone cares about my problem! lawl)
thats it for now, laterr