old memories

Mar 16, 2008 21:47

Tonight I remembered that before I had a livejournal I was on DeadJournal. I got my password and stuff hoping to read old entries but they were deleted. I deleted them when my mother found out the site and read all my entries and told my therapist. errr
Thats why I got a livejournal-so I could still blog online and not get caught.

Today sucked ass-
got my period at work, first thing that went wrong,
second people were retarded today at work and I just wanted to scream. (not sharon-I love you)
then I got home and felt like total crap-I was cold, sore and achy. I hate periods.

rusty is "napping" on the couch but its almost 10pm so to me thats considered sleeping for the night. oh well..
No clue what time I work tomarrow, either at 7 or 8
not sure...don't care
Been in this funk lately where I want to vent and express my every thought but when I start typing I get distracted and forget what I was doing. I remember back in the day of high school and such, I used to LOVE getting a bunch of comments in my LJ but now every person on my friends list stopped coming on here and I guess moved on.
My car is slowing coming together...its getting there-just really slow.

I need a life-I miss having parties and drinking with everybody-
Drinking with just rusty isn't the same...its like okay-have a drink get sleepy and go to bed. no fun.
I think thats a big reason why I don't mind going out to drink with Donna-its somebody to hang out with while drinking and It gets me out. haha
I want a dog-
no
maybe a cat, but I have horrible luck with cats.
Well Ill stop boring whatever audience I have, like there is one-pssh, who I am kidding..Im only doing this to amuse myself....
just to let you know
Im bored, not amused.
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