first update in ages...I need to get back on track
Life has been pretty much routine for me since I moved up here, with the occasional mishaps and whatnot.
I realized something tonight, Never drink Guinness beer, eat cookies and read all your old entries..it makes things so weird.
Right now Im just waiting to get tired so I can sleep and watching rusty play DDR (gags and gets pissy)
I hate DDR so much.
Anyways onto more important issues.
I realized when I was reading old entries on here that My life seems pretty okay down in Florida-I had friends, friends who didn't mind me coming over ALL THE TIME, and I had stuff to do. I miss all of that. I feel extremely bad that I lost drew and Jessica over the whole kenny thing-I knew I should of told them-but I was stupid. Now I regret that-Jessica was such a wholesome person who I looked up to. I'm happy for her and her son-Best of luck to both of you.
I no longer communicate with Kenny. That part of my life is over. He doesn't want to speak to me so I stopped trying and came to my senses that he lied to me. I'm over it now and I'm glad that I moved on.
I just wish I could go back in time and apologize to those I hurt. I don't expect them to become friends with me again but to just forgive me. Thats all I want. forgiveness.
Lately I've been thinking about where I would be if I didn't move to New York. What would I be doing right now, this second, who would I be hanging out with? Sometimes I do regret moving up here but then I realize that Rusty really does care for me and I'm happy with him. I couldn't leave him if I tried. hah
I've cut down on smoking-I only smoke now while driving and while at work-which really when I think about it is most of the day. I take back the first part of the last sentence.heheh.
Anyhoo, downside of me smoking cloves is the price up here. seven bucks a pack! At least I have an okay job now and can afford them sometimes.
Rusty's parents sold their house last week. Now they'll have more money to fix up his grandmothers house.
We're getting a corn snake soon-we have the tank all set up. We're just waiting on a warm week of weather so they can ship it to us. Its pretty. Here is a picture:
I doubt that anybody will read this so Im going to go for now
tootles
I realized something tonight, Never drink Guinness beer, eat cookies and read all your old entries..it makes things so weird.
Right now Im just waiting to get tired so I can sleep and watching rusty play DDR (gags and gets pissy)
I hate DDR so much.
Anyways onto more important issues.
I realized when I was reading old entries on here that My life seems pretty okay down in Florida-I had friends, friends who didn't mind me coming over ALL THE TIME, and I had stuff to do. I miss all of that. I feel extremely bad that I lost drew and Jessica over the whole kenny thing-I knew I should of told them-but I was stupid. Now I regret that-Jessica was such a wholesome person who I looked up to. I'm happy for her and her son-Best of luck to both of you.
I no longer communicate with Kenny. That part of my life is over. He doesn't want to speak to me so I stopped trying and came to my senses that he lied to me. I'm over it now and I'm glad that I moved on.
I just wish I could go back in time and apologize to those I hurt. I don't expect them to become friends with me again but to just forgive me. Thats all I want. forgiveness.
Lately I've been thinking about where I would be if I didn't move to New York. What would I be doing right now, this second, who would I be hanging out with? Sometimes I do regret moving up here but then I realize that Rusty really does care for me and I'm happy with him. I couldn't leave him if I tried. hah
I've cut down on smoking-I only smoke now while driving and while at work-which really when I think about it is most of the day. I take back the first part of the last sentence.heheh.
Anyhoo, downside of me smoking cloves is the price up here. seven bucks a pack! At least I have an okay job now and can afford them sometimes.
Rusty's parents sold their house last week. Now they'll have more money to fix up his grandmothers house.
We're getting a corn snake soon-we have the tank all set up. We're just waiting on a warm week of weather so they can ship it to us. Its pretty. Here is a picture:
I doubt that anybody will read this so Im going to go for now
tootles