Make a wish, take a chance, make a change...Breakaway
this weekend was really weird. really cool though. it was awesome seeing people again. you know how the whole you never know what you have until it's gone thing is so true. coming back to what i had left behind was interesting, and leaving SC even just for a little while made me realize how lucky i am to have my SC friends.
finally got a little closure with one situation. not at all what i expected to happen, and not at all how i expected it to end, but i guess it's for the best. i got to see him, and hang out like old times which was good. i really do miss some of the old times. memories last forever, which will be good in case the friendship thing doesnt work out, though i really hope it does... i wish i could read the situation better, but i got nothing. i feel like i don't have the slightest clue what is happening or has happened. i know that i'm not the only one who's ever dealt with this, but i feel like someone smart who went through this should have made up words for the rest of us to explain it and fix it.
seeing the girls was really really fun. good old times looking at pictures, watching the OC, driving around singing, and going on random adventures was really fun. i really did miss them, and it wasn't awkward like i was kinda scared it might be. i'm glad to know that we really can stay friends, it's reassuring, expecially since thats all there without having to call everyday and stuff. very cool.
i am confused about one thing though. why is it that when you finally allow yourself to stop thinking about something, and condition yourself to move past it, it pops up in your face? maybe it's just me, but that happened this weekend too, and that was just weird. but in a good way. i really missed talking to him and having our long funny conversations. very cool, very unexpected.
now for finals week. woot. i hope i can handle this...there's so much to do! and FYI, it's currently 31 degrees outside. which means it's that cold inside my room too almost, since obviously i have the window open lol. i'm gonna try to get some real sleep tonight, to fend off the sniffles i can feel starting up. that and the marine bio presentation i have to give at 8 tomorrow morning. hmmm pick your poison huh?
goodnight <3
finally got a little closure with one situation. not at all what i expected to happen, and not at all how i expected it to end, but i guess it's for the best. i got to see him, and hang out like old times which was good. i really do miss some of the old times. memories last forever, which will be good in case the friendship thing doesnt work out, though i really hope it does... i wish i could read the situation better, but i got nothing. i feel like i don't have the slightest clue what is happening or has happened. i know that i'm not the only one who's ever dealt with this, but i feel like someone smart who went through this should have made up words for the rest of us to explain it and fix it.
seeing the girls was really really fun. good old times looking at pictures, watching the OC, driving around singing, and going on random adventures was really fun. i really did miss them, and it wasn't awkward like i was kinda scared it might be. i'm glad to know that we really can stay friends, it's reassuring, expecially since thats all there without having to call everyday and stuff. very cool.
i am confused about one thing though. why is it that when you finally allow yourself to stop thinking about something, and condition yourself to move past it, it pops up in your face? maybe it's just me, but that happened this weekend too, and that was just weird. but in a good way. i really missed talking to him and having our long funny conversations. very cool, very unexpected.
now for finals week. woot. i hope i can handle this...there's so much to do! and FYI, it's currently 31 degrees outside. which means it's that cold inside my room too almost, since obviously i have the window open lol. i'm gonna try to get some real sleep tonight, to fend off the sniffles i can feel starting up. that and the marine bio presentation i have to give at 8 tomorrow morning. hmmm pick your poison huh?
goodnight <3