haha shit...
I said something to someone that I shouldn't have said last night. I don't feel bad about it though - it wasn't that mean really. Well... maybe it was. :\ I forget what I said exactly, lol. I'm not used to having alcohol mess me up that way. I think it's usually because I drink to dance. We mostly joked around and talked last night... it was fun. =)
It really sucks not being over an Ex. I meant nothing to him but he meant so much to me. And he'll never know it either. I think it's helped me... in some aspects though... I felt normal last night for once. This sounds bad... but it helps me interact with other people knowing that what I really fucking want isn't there. It's amazing how so much of life can be altered/determined by your state of mind.
Oh, and making a new friend is good too. =)
It really sucks not being over an Ex. I meant nothing to him but he meant so much to me. And he'll never know it either. I think it's helped me... in some aspects though... I felt normal last night for once. This sounds bad... but it helps me interact with other people knowing that what I really fucking want isn't there. It's amazing how so much of life can be altered/determined by your state of mind.
Oh, and making a new friend is good too. =)