is it time for my annual?

Oct 25, 2008 14:18

annual update? whatever.
may. i've set the month. i move in may.
not across town... across the country.
i will be in vegas by may 30th 2009.

i'm excited. nervous, but mostly restless.
once i get sommething in my head i want to do it now.
not now, but now now.

i live by myself now. no boyfriend or anything, which is also a big change.
i've decided i love love. i like the feeling of having someone around so i've become something of a serial monogomist. which doesn't mean that now i'm a whore. I just am myself. i'm in my own skin. i know how i feel about things instead of caring so much about what my other half is going to feel. it's a little lonely. but i have the dog. i've been thinking about getting another one but i think my dog would be crushed.
busy season has finally started to hit downtown orlando so lately i've been working like a nut job, but the money kinda tells my feet to shut the fuck up. i think my liver left me... next week i'm scheduled to work 5 days in a row. which, for makos, is fucking insane. i have 3 days off right afterwards though so i can recouperate.
but yea. Born and raised in Orlando- moving to Vegas to figure myself out a bit. it will either be the best or worst thing for me. but i mean really... you grow up in a tiny town, you move to a bigger one.. i grew up in a big one...
so an even bigger town is in order. new york? too cold. miami? i don't want to learn spanish. LA? psh. i'll visit. las vegas! mountains about 30 min away. snowboarding, biking, hiking. MOUNTAINS! yes. sign me up.
may.. too far away. I just have to make sure I don't waste my last few months here wishing I was there and not appreciating what i have here.
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