why tonight....
well the past few days have been great. but tonight. well tonihgts is bad. im very depressed.. i dont know why. everything just went kinda downhill. i feel horrible. all i can think about is just well theres nothing i can think about. my mind is blank. and depression is here, i hope it doesnt stay. i was doing so much better. ive been happy. and now this. and now i have to feell shitty. theres never anyhting i can do. theres people there for me but never when i need. i hate it. alot of times i hate myslef. ive betrayed myself. ive betrayed mysef. i doint know what to do. i dont think there is anythign. why tonight...