apologies
to any of you who read the last entry before it was edited sorry. id love for everyone to express there hate for me. so if you hate me please tell me. id love to hear it. i worry about people. i try to make peopel how i want them to be. i think if peopel have problems they need to fix them. i want everyone to be happy. i hate seeing peopel hurt themselves. and you know... i have the biggetst problem of all. i ruin everything and everyones fun. sorry guys. i understand why everyone hates me so much. and if you dont i guess you just dont knwo yet. im a jerk. stupid. i really really ruin things for people. so ill try not to be around or get in any of you guys business. dont trust me wiht secrets or plans or anything. just dont talk to me. itd be better for all of you. really it would. if you dont like me or do liek me dont tlak to me. ill ruin things for you. maybe if i go back to the old me. maybe if i just did. i will personally apologize to everyone ive done this too. maybe if i went back to the old me