today is a day of rememberance....not really
well today i went almost the whole day without talking to her. it was very hard. she actually cmae talk to me and it felt pretty good. i was pretty sad. its hard not tlaking to her. so i just do the creepy thing and look. yeah. but its so great to look at. amazingly gorgeous. im giving her the sapce she wants. i dont know. its hard but its what she wants. so girl out of no where imed me and told me a bunhc of stuff. im notm gonna say her name becaise i dont want to embarass her. i didnt know her but out of common courtesy. she gacve me some nice confidence booster and actually made me feel good about myself in a very vein way. yeah. thanks to mrs.X or so i shall call her. im rady for the weekend. hopefully i get to hang out wiht the crew. im doing better i think. but as you can tell main focus is on sarah oh well. i guess ill remember the first day with hardly any contact wiht sarah