May 24, 2006 06:37
I had my previous journal for about three or four years so today I decided that I would start fresh and see what I can make of this. With so many different problems and situations, and a completely different outlook, I can't help but feel like I need something new to write it all down in. I'm not the same girl I was back then and I definately have changed. When I look back on that livejournal it almost takes me back in some instances, which is kind of scary... I want to start a new chapter.
This journal is basically a journal full of feelings. If you are my livejournal friend, do not be offended by anything I write in here because I will not use any discretion whatsoever... I shouldn't have to in a place that is used solely for self expression. And I definately feel the need to express myself as of lately...
Since I have moved into my own place I've had my ups and downs. I've seen worse days, and of course I've seen better... But it's the fact that I've moved on and the fact that I'm doing this on my own now that makes the difference. I am becoming independent, I am making friends, and I am slowly but surely setting myself apart from my past experiences and issues. I no longer hold any hatred or harsh feelings, I no longer feel embarassed or insecure. I wont let myself feel that way because I am a human just like you.
Anyways, I'm not here to write a long entry today. Just a quick and to the point entry.
I have been in deep thought for the past few weeks, and I've made up my mind on a lot of things... I have made a list of goals which I am determined to achieve. I'm going to make it on my own.