Never Online ch. 49
Title: Never Online
Chapter: 49/50
Pairing: JungMin/KyuJong, HyunJoong/Tablo
Rating: R overall
Warning: AU, violence, angst
Summary: As part of the security detail for the online game known as Never, two officers encounter a group of elite hackers that seem intent on destroying the game, and it's their job to stop them.
A/N: RP with yeonah. Crossover with Super Junior, U-Kiss and Epik High
The rest of the day passed before they realized it, everyone's spirits high with the return of KyuJong's sight. Not surprisingly, it took several calls for breakfast to get the two out of the shower, but no one was in the mood to scold. HyungJoon and JongWoon showed up during the movie, and it took both of them a minute to realize KyuJong was watching it with them. The movie then had to be paused for a bit because no one was really paying attention to it anymore.
YoungSaeng and RyeoWook outdid themselves at dinner, the younger man finding the most colorful recipes he had, along with YoungSaeng's help on replicating a few of their mother's dishes. Sadly, the light had given KyuJong a headache by the time dinner was over, so he had no choice but to put on his sunglasses. But not without a promise he could take them off again to see the stars when they came out.
"We gonna play board games or something?" JongWoon asked, dragging HyungJoon onto the beanbag chair with him once dinner clean-up had finished. KyuJong was curled up next to JungMin, playing with his boyfriend's fingers and looking around the room with a smile that hadn't left the entire day.
"Sure, that sounds like fun," HyungJoon nodded, looking around as he put his arm around JongWoon's neck. "Anyone else up for board games?"
"Board games work for me," JungMin said, watching KyuJong with a soft smile. "As long as that's what Kyu wants to do anyway."
"I'm good for anything," KyuJong grinned back at JungMin, eyes lingering on his boyfriend's face. "Don't ask me which game to play though, they all seemed the same to me before."
"Let's go find a game then," Daniel chuckled, shaking his head at them before standing and stretching out. "Any preferences?"
"Well we can play plenty of games then and find one you like," JungMin said, wrinkling his nose a little and giving KyuJong a kiss.
"I think they're even worse now," HyungJoon sighed. "Just pick one Daniel, we've played them all a hundred times by now."
Finishing up the dishes in the kitchen, YoungSaeng heard the talk about playing games and pursed his lips slightly. "You want to play games with everyone?" he asked RyeoWook at the sink.
"Hm?" RyeoWook looked over at YoungSaeng, pausing in washing the dishes. "Uh...if you want to? I don't really have a preference," he chuckled.
YoungSaeng shrugged a little, wiping down the counters. "I'm not really in the mood to play games tonight, as happy as I am for Kyu right now, I kind of want some time alone with you, if that's okay?"
RyeoWook's smile softened. "Sure, that sounds good to me." He enjoyed spending time alone with YoungSaeng, no matter what they were doing. He focused on finishing up the last of the dishes, scrubbing a pan. "We're just about done here."
"I'll just go say goodnight to Kyu and meet you upstairs then," YoungSaeng said, leaning over to kiss RyeoWook's cheek before he left the kitchen. "Kyu, come here for a sec," YoungSaeng said, holding out his hand to his best friend. It looked like they were setting up a game to play on the coffee table.
Perking up when YoungSaeng appeared, KyuJong disentangled himself from JungMin to take his brother's hand, standing. He was still so giddy over even small things like being able to see an extended hand, and he knew he wouldn't take anything for granted. "Are you joining us?" he asked as he was pulled away from the group.
"No, I think RyeoWook and I are going to bed," YoungSaeng said, squeezing KyuJong's hand. "I just wanted to tell you goodnight, and I'm still so, so happy for you."
KyuJong smiled widely at the older man, eyes forming half-moons behind the sunglasses. "Thank you for always being here for me, Saeng...I really don't know what I'd do without you." He pulled YoungSaeng into a tight hug. "I couldn't have asked for a better best friend, or a better brother."
YoungSaeng returned the tight hug, biting on his lip to keep from blubbering like a baby. "No matter what Kyu, I'll always be here for you, just like I always have, whether you want it or not," he whispered.
"Aww, are we doing group hugs?" HyunJoong wrapped his arms around the both of them, holding them tightly.
Managing not to yelp into YoungSaeng's ear, KyuJong chuckled softly, freeing one arm to wrap around HyunJoong as well. "Thank you for everything, hyung...none of this would have been possible without you," he smiled happily at HyunJoong.
"And I'll always want you nearby," KyuJong whispered into YoungSaeng's ear. "Always."
YoungSaeng just smiled at that, kissing KyuJong's cheek and trying to wiggle out of the hug. "Okay, I'm going to bed before you two start crying on me," he said, wrinkling his nose at HyunJoong.
"Okay, night Saeng," HyunJoong grinned, pulling KyuJong back towards the couch. "You don't have to thank me, I do it out of the kindness of my heart."
Still chuckling softly, YoungSaeng said goodnight to the others and headed towards the stairs.
By the time KyuJong and HyunJoong had reached the couch, RyeoWook was finishing up in the kitchen, wiping down the counter and hanging the towel to dry. He waved at JungMin as he headed by the living room to the stairs, smiling widely at the laughter that followed him. Today had been a very good day.
Heading up the stairs, he knocked lightly on their bedroom door before poking his head in, stepping into the room. "All cleaned up downstairs."
Sprawled out on the bed, YoungSaeng's eyes opened when he heard RyeoWook come in. "Good, thank you RyeoWook," he said, patting the bed next to him. "One of these days though, we should start making the rest of them do the dishes if we're going to be cooking them big meals like this."
"That would be a great idea, if HyungJoon and JongWoon didn't break half of what they touched," RyeoWook chuckled, padding over to join YoungSaeng on the bed, leaning over the older man a little. "And HyunJoong and Daniel would just start making out and forget all about the dishes."
"Sucks being the responsible ones around here," YoungSaeng sighed, looking up at RyeoWook with a smile. "So what do you think, time for bed?" he asked, reaching up and curling his fingers into RyeoWook's shirt to pull him down slowly into a kiss.
RyeoWook let YoungSaeng pull him down, returning the kiss happily. His fingers ran through the older man's dark hair, twining through the strands. "It's a little early," he murmured, kissing YoungSaeng again before pulling back just enough to look down into his boyfriend's eyes. "Are you tired?"
"A little, but this is nice too," YoungSaeng said, tilting his head slightly to the side. "I guess we could just take a page out of Hyun and Daniel's book and just make out for a while."
The younger man flushed a little at that, looking down at YoungSaeng. "I...actually don't mind that idea at all," he said, smiling. They'd come a long way from RyeoWook barely able to stand contact of any kind. There were many days now where RyeoWook himself was the one initiating things like kisses without any hints from YoungSaeng.
"That so?" YoungSaeng mused, pulling him down again for a kiss, wrapping his other arm around RyeoWook's waist. This slow relationship with RyeoWook had done YoungSaeng a lot of good, and getting to know the younger man first before any physical kind of relationship had helped to form a real bond between them. Something that YoungSaeng would always be grateful for. Of course, he did enjoy the kisses.
RyeoWook didn't bother replying, tilting his head a little to return the kiss. His eyes closed as the kiss was deepened, fingers playing with YoungSaeng's hair again and fingertips lightly brushing against the curve of one ear. Leaning over from the angle he was at was a little awkward, so he shifted around to be closer.
Making a soft sigh into the kiss, YoungSaeng waited until RyeoWook had shifted closer before tangling their legs together and rolling them over. Ever mindful of RyeoWook's limits, YoungSaeng only slid his hand under RyeoWook's shirt to rest on his sides, thumb stroking the soft skin. As the kiss grew more heated, he broke away from RyeoWook's lips to mouth along his jaw and down his neck.
Lips parting in an attempt to regain his breath, RyeoWook's head fell back against the pillow at the lips against his neck. He didn't even try to stop the soft moan that slipped from him, eyes half-opening. His hands ran along YoungSaeng's back, pressing against the material of his shirt.
Then his fingers found the edge of the shirt at YoungSaeng's waist, brushing lightly against the exposed skin before sliding underneath the shirt a little.
Making a soft sound at hand on his back, YoungSaeng had to pull back a little, panting against RyeoWook's skin as he looked up at his younger boyfriend. To keep himself from pushing too far,he had to stop for a moment, just taking in RyeoWook's features. "I love you..." he whispered, eyes darkened.
Breathing unevenly, RyeoWook looked down at YoungSaeng, shivering a little at what he could see in the older man's eyes. His heart hammered in his chest, freeing one hand from under YoungSaeng's shirt to brush his boyfriend's hair back out of his eyes.
"I love you too Saeng," he whispered in return, leaning up and forward a little to touch their foreheads together, tasting YoungSaeng's breath against his lips. And he wasn't scared when he whispered against YoungSaeng's lips "You don't have to stop."
"Hm?" YoungSaeng blinked at what was said, not entirely understanding. "I only stop cause I don't want to go too far, just taking a break," he murmured, giving RyeoWook another kiss. "Not stopping entirely."
Returning the kiss, RyeoWook shook his head a little, certain the older man could hear his heart racing. "That's not what I meant," he whispered, pulling back after the kiss to look into YoungSaeng's eyes. "I mean...you don't have to stop at all."
That did make YoungSaeng stop though, and he stared down at RyeoWook in confusion. "Wait... you mean...? Are you sure?"
Flushing a little at the look he was getting, RyeoWook nodded, cupping YoungSaeng's face lightly. "I'm still nervous, but...I don't want to stop halfway again," he smiled at him. "And it's with you, so I'll be okay."
YoungSaeng's expression softened and he turned his head to kiss RyeoWook's palm. "If you're sure... and if at any point you want to stop, just say so," he said, sitting up to pull his shirt off and drop it off the side of the bed. "I don't want to hurt you though..."
"You won't," RyeoWook murmured, even if he wasn't sure of that himself, because he wasn't going to let his nerves and fears get in the way of what he wanted anymore. His breath caught a little when YoungSaeng removed his shirt, gaze traveling along the other man's upper body automatically. Before he could help himself, he hesitantly traced his fingers along a collarbone, looking up to meet YoungSaeng's eyes again.
YoungSaeng just smiled, letting RyeoWook touch him for a moment before leaning down to give him another soft kiss. His own hands were sliding up RyeoWook's shirt, pushing the fabric up to reveal his slim body. Even if he knew RyeoWook had body issues, he enjoyed looking at the younger man, feeling his skin under his hands as pushed the shirt up to his shoulders to take it off.
Getting RyeoWook's clothes off would probably be the greatest barrier, the younger man instinctively shying away from the hands that tried to pull the material off before he stopped himself. He used the kiss as a distraction, heart racing as he deepened it again. When the shirt was high up enough, he carefully pulled back to remove it completely, not sure where to look.
"Hey," YoungSaeng murmured, leaning down to kiss RyeoWook's cheek and jaw. "Look at me, look into my eyes, and relax. It's okay."
Drawing in a slow breath, RyeoWook lifted his gaze to YoungSaeng's face, meeting the older man's eyes. He could see the emotions in them, letting himself slowly calm down again. He framed YoungSaeng's face with one hand, heart slowing gradually. "It's okay," he repeated in return.
"If you get scared, just look into my eyes," YoungSaeng said, smiling softly down at him. He kissed RyeoWook again gently, his hands finding RyeoWook's hips and slowly moving around to unbutton his jeans.
Nodding a little, RyeoWook's breath hitched as he felt his jeans loosen. Returning the kisses softly, he pulled back a little after a moment, meeting YoungSaeng's eyes. He just looked at him for a long moment, fingers caressing the older man's jawline before he shifted on the bed, sitting up a little more so he could pull his jeans down his legs.
Helping to pull the jeans off, YoungSaeng sat up and quickly removed his own, returning to RyeoWook's side. Running his hand lightly up RyeoWook's thigh, YoungSaeng leaned down for another kiss to distract him as his fingers reached the edge of RyeoWook's boxers. Keeping him distracted with a deep kiss, YoungSaeng slowly started to pull the boxers down and off, his own following shortly.
When all their clothes were taken care of, RyeoWook broke the kiss for a moment to breathe, panting a little against YoungSaeng's lips. He looked into the older man's eyes, face flushed with embarrassment. The brush of their bare skin together made his heart jump. Hesitantly, he brushed his fingers against YoungSaeng's chest, tracing out his skin as he tried to calm down again. This was YoungSaeng, and that made it okay.
YoungSaeng took a moment to make sure RyeoWook was okay, giving him reassuring kisses as he wrapped the man's legs around his waist. .
It was slow, YoungSaeng pausing many times to make sure RyeoWook was okay, alternating between deep kisses and whispered words of comfort. Not long later, YoungSaeng panting tiredly against RyeoWook's lips, he smiled softly down at him. "I love you," he whispered.
Breathing unevenly, forehead resting against YoungSaeng's, RyeoWook looked up at the older man, arms wrapped loosely around YoungSaeng's neck. "I love you too," he breathed softly in return, smiling at him. As his heart race slowly eased back to normal, he felt more relaxed than he could remember. Lowering his legs from around YoungSaeng's waist, he drew the older man down to lie down with him.
Laying down, YoungSaeng pulled RyeoWook into his arms, tucking the younger man's head under his chin. "Are you okay? I didn't hurt you I hope," he asked softly, running his fingertips over RyeoWook's spine.
RyeoWook shook his head a little, flushing at their bare skin rubbing together before he tangled his legs with the older man's. "No, you didn't." His mind was still trying to catch up with what had just happened, but he couldn't get rid of the small smile that was curling his lips. Burying his nose against YoungSaeng's collar, he kissed the warm skin softly. "That was...wow," was all he could say, turning a
little more red.
YoungSaeng chuckled softly, breathing in the sweet scent of RyeoWook's shampoo. "Yeah... I'm a little surprised at you right now," he murmured. "I didn't think you'd be ready."
"That makes two of us," RyeoWook mumbled, closing his eyes for a moment and just resting. Then he opened his eyes again, peeking up at the older man through his bangs. "But I think...you helped me a lot, and it's because of that, I'm not scared anymore."
"I'm glad I could help," YoungSaeng smiled down at him, kissing his forehead. "And I'm not saying that just because we had sex, I truly mean that. You helped me during a time when I needed someone more than anything, it was all I could do to return the favor."
"I was more than happy to help," RyeoWook closed his eyes momentarily at the kiss before opening them again. "And I'll never be able to thank you enough...this is more than I could have ever imagined," he grinned happily. "I'm a little tired now though."
"You and me both," YoungSaeng chuckled. "Let's get some sleep then hm? It's been a long, interesting day to say the least."
"Yeah," RyeoWook buried his nose in YoungSaeng's collar, closing his eyes again. It had definitely been a good day. "Good night Saeng, I love you," he whispered against the older man's skin.
"Goodnight," YoungSaeng replied, getting the blankets situated over them and settling in for sleep. For the first time in a long while, YoungSaeng fell into a deep and relaxed slumber.
Chapter: 49/50
Pairing: JungMin/KyuJong, HyunJoong/Tablo
Rating: R overall
Warning: AU, violence, angst
Summary: As part of the security detail for the online game known as Never, two officers encounter a group of elite hackers that seem intent on destroying the game, and it's their job to stop them.
A/N: RP with yeonah. Crossover with Super Junior, U-Kiss and Epik High
The rest of the day passed before they realized it, everyone's spirits high with the return of KyuJong's sight. Not surprisingly, it took several calls for breakfast to get the two out of the shower, but no one was in the mood to scold. HyungJoon and JongWoon showed up during the movie, and it took both of them a minute to realize KyuJong was watching it with them. The movie then had to be paused for a bit because no one was really paying attention to it anymore.
YoungSaeng and RyeoWook outdid themselves at dinner, the younger man finding the most colorful recipes he had, along with YoungSaeng's help on replicating a few of their mother's dishes. Sadly, the light had given KyuJong a headache by the time dinner was over, so he had no choice but to put on his sunglasses. But not without a promise he could take them off again to see the stars when they came out.
"We gonna play board games or something?" JongWoon asked, dragging HyungJoon onto the beanbag chair with him once dinner clean-up had finished. KyuJong was curled up next to JungMin, playing with his boyfriend's fingers and looking around the room with a smile that hadn't left the entire day.
"Sure, that sounds like fun," HyungJoon nodded, looking around as he put his arm around JongWoon's neck. "Anyone else up for board games?"
"Board games work for me," JungMin said, watching KyuJong with a soft smile. "As long as that's what Kyu wants to do anyway."
"I'm good for anything," KyuJong grinned back at JungMin, eyes lingering on his boyfriend's face. "Don't ask me which game to play though, they all seemed the same to me before."
"Let's go find a game then," Daniel chuckled, shaking his head at them before standing and stretching out. "Any preferences?"
"Well we can play plenty of games then and find one you like," JungMin said, wrinkling his nose a little and giving KyuJong a kiss.
"I think they're even worse now," HyungJoon sighed. "Just pick one Daniel, we've played them all a hundred times by now."
Finishing up the dishes in the kitchen, YoungSaeng heard the talk about playing games and pursed his lips slightly. "You want to play games with everyone?" he asked RyeoWook at the sink.
"Hm?" RyeoWook looked over at YoungSaeng, pausing in washing the dishes. "Uh...if you want to? I don't really have a preference," he chuckled.
YoungSaeng shrugged a little, wiping down the counters. "I'm not really in the mood to play games tonight, as happy as I am for Kyu right now, I kind of want some time alone with you, if that's okay?"
RyeoWook's smile softened. "Sure, that sounds good to me." He enjoyed spending time alone with YoungSaeng, no matter what they were doing. He focused on finishing up the last of the dishes, scrubbing a pan. "We're just about done here."
"I'll just go say goodnight to Kyu and meet you upstairs then," YoungSaeng said, leaning over to kiss RyeoWook's cheek before he left the kitchen. "Kyu, come here for a sec," YoungSaeng said, holding out his hand to his best friend. It looked like they were setting up a game to play on the coffee table.
Perking up when YoungSaeng appeared, KyuJong disentangled himself from JungMin to take his brother's hand, standing. He was still so giddy over even small things like being able to see an extended hand, and he knew he wouldn't take anything for granted. "Are you joining us?" he asked as he was pulled away from the group.
"No, I think RyeoWook and I are going to bed," YoungSaeng said, squeezing KyuJong's hand. "I just wanted to tell you goodnight, and I'm still so, so happy for you."
KyuJong smiled widely at the older man, eyes forming half-moons behind the sunglasses. "Thank you for always being here for me, Saeng...I really don't know what I'd do without you." He pulled YoungSaeng into a tight hug. "I couldn't have asked for a better best friend, or a better brother."
YoungSaeng returned the tight hug, biting on his lip to keep from blubbering like a baby. "No matter what Kyu, I'll always be here for you, just like I always have, whether you want it or not," he whispered.
"Aww, are we doing group hugs?" HyunJoong wrapped his arms around the both of them, holding them tightly.
Managing not to yelp into YoungSaeng's ear, KyuJong chuckled softly, freeing one arm to wrap around HyunJoong as well. "Thank you for everything, hyung...none of this would have been possible without you," he smiled happily at HyunJoong.
"And I'll always want you nearby," KyuJong whispered into YoungSaeng's ear. "Always."
YoungSaeng just smiled at that, kissing KyuJong's cheek and trying to wiggle out of the hug. "Okay, I'm going to bed before you two start crying on me," he said, wrinkling his nose at HyunJoong.
"Okay, night Saeng," HyunJoong grinned, pulling KyuJong back towards the couch. "You don't have to thank me, I do it out of the kindness of my heart."
Still chuckling softly, YoungSaeng said goodnight to the others and headed towards the stairs.
By the time KyuJong and HyunJoong had reached the couch, RyeoWook was finishing up in the kitchen, wiping down the counter and hanging the towel to dry. He waved at JungMin as he headed by the living room to the stairs, smiling widely at the laughter that followed him. Today had been a very good day.
Heading up the stairs, he knocked lightly on their bedroom door before poking his head in, stepping into the room. "All cleaned up downstairs."
Sprawled out on the bed, YoungSaeng's eyes opened when he heard RyeoWook come in. "Good, thank you RyeoWook," he said, patting the bed next to him. "One of these days though, we should start making the rest of them do the dishes if we're going to be cooking them big meals like this."
"That would be a great idea, if HyungJoon and JongWoon didn't break half of what they touched," RyeoWook chuckled, padding over to join YoungSaeng on the bed, leaning over the older man a little. "And HyunJoong and Daniel would just start making out and forget all about the dishes."
"Sucks being the responsible ones around here," YoungSaeng sighed, looking up at RyeoWook with a smile. "So what do you think, time for bed?" he asked, reaching up and curling his fingers into RyeoWook's shirt to pull him down slowly into a kiss.
RyeoWook let YoungSaeng pull him down, returning the kiss happily. His fingers ran through the older man's dark hair, twining through the strands. "It's a little early," he murmured, kissing YoungSaeng again before pulling back just enough to look down into his boyfriend's eyes. "Are you tired?"
"A little, but this is nice too," YoungSaeng said, tilting his head slightly to the side. "I guess we could just take a page out of Hyun and Daniel's book and just make out for a while."
The younger man flushed a little at that, looking down at YoungSaeng. "I...actually don't mind that idea at all," he said, smiling. They'd come a long way from RyeoWook barely able to stand contact of any kind. There were many days now where RyeoWook himself was the one initiating things like kisses without any hints from YoungSaeng.
"That so?" YoungSaeng mused, pulling him down again for a kiss, wrapping his other arm around RyeoWook's waist. This slow relationship with RyeoWook had done YoungSaeng a lot of good, and getting to know the younger man first before any physical kind of relationship had helped to form a real bond between them. Something that YoungSaeng would always be grateful for. Of course, he did enjoy the kisses.
RyeoWook didn't bother replying, tilting his head a little to return the kiss. His eyes closed as the kiss was deepened, fingers playing with YoungSaeng's hair again and fingertips lightly brushing against the curve of one ear. Leaning over from the angle he was at was a little awkward, so he shifted around to be closer.
Making a soft sigh into the kiss, YoungSaeng waited until RyeoWook had shifted closer before tangling their legs together and rolling them over. Ever mindful of RyeoWook's limits, YoungSaeng only slid his hand under RyeoWook's shirt to rest on his sides, thumb stroking the soft skin. As the kiss grew more heated, he broke away from RyeoWook's lips to mouth along his jaw and down his neck.
Lips parting in an attempt to regain his breath, RyeoWook's head fell back against the pillow at the lips against his neck. He didn't even try to stop the soft moan that slipped from him, eyes half-opening. His hands ran along YoungSaeng's back, pressing against the material of his shirt.
Then his fingers found the edge of the shirt at YoungSaeng's waist, brushing lightly against the exposed skin before sliding underneath the shirt a little.
Making a soft sound at hand on his back, YoungSaeng had to pull back a little, panting against RyeoWook's skin as he looked up at his younger boyfriend. To keep himself from pushing too far,he had to stop for a moment, just taking in RyeoWook's features. "I love you..." he whispered, eyes darkened.
Breathing unevenly, RyeoWook looked down at YoungSaeng, shivering a little at what he could see in the older man's eyes. His heart hammered in his chest, freeing one hand from under YoungSaeng's shirt to brush his boyfriend's hair back out of his eyes.
"I love you too Saeng," he whispered in return, leaning up and forward a little to touch their foreheads together, tasting YoungSaeng's breath against his lips. And he wasn't scared when he whispered against YoungSaeng's lips "You don't have to stop."
"Hm?" YoungSaeng blinked at what was said, not entirely understanding. "I only stop cause I don't want to go too far, just taking a break," he murmured, giving RyeoWook another kiss. "Not stopping entirely."
Returning the kiss, RyeoWook shook his head a little, certain the older man could hear his heart racing. "That's not what I meant," he whispered, pulling back after the kiss to look into YoungSaeng's eyes. "I mean...you don't have to stop at all."
That did make YoungSaeng stop though, and he stared down at RyeoWook in confusion. "Wait... you mean...? Are you sure?"
Flushing a little at the look he was getting, RyeoWook nodded, cupping YoungSaeng's face lightly. "I'm still nervous, but...I don't want to stop halfway again," he smiled at him. "And it's with you, so I'll be okay."
YoungSaeng's expression softened and he turned his head to kiss RyeoWook's palm. "If you're sure... and if at any point you want to stop, just say so," he said, sitting up to pull his shirt off and drop it off the side of the bed. "I don't want to hurt you though..."
"You won't," RyeoWook murmured, even if he wasn't sure of that himself, because he wasn't going to let his nerves and fears get in the way of what he wanted anymore. His breath caught a little when YoungSaeng removed his shirt, gaze traveling along the other man's upper body automatically. Before he could help himself, he hesitantly traced his fingers along a collarbone, looking up to meet YoungSaeng's eyes again.
YoungSaeng just smiled, letting RyeoWook touch him for a moment before leaning down to give him another soft kiss. His own hands were sliding up RyeoWook's shirt, pushing the fabric up to reveal his slim body. Even if he knew RyeoWook had body issues, he enjoyed looking at the younger man, feeling his skin under his hands as pushed the shirt up to his shoulders to take it off.
Getting RyeoWook's clothes off would probably be the greatest barrier, the younger man instinctively shying away from the hands that tried to pull the material off before he stopped himself. He used the kiss as a distraction, heart racing as he deepened it again. When the shirt was high up enough, he carefully pulled back to remove it completely, not sure where to look.
"Hey," YoungSaeng murmured, leaning down to kiss RyeoWook's cheek and jaw. "Look at me, look into my eyes, and relax. It's okay."
Drawing in a slow breath, RyeoWook lifted his gaze to YoungSaeng's face, meeting the older man's eyes. He could see the emotions in them, letting himself slowly calm down again. He framed YoungSaeng's face with one hand, heart slowing gradually. "It's okay," he repeated in return.
"If you get scared, just look into my eyes," YoungSaeng said, smiling softly down at him. He kissed RyeoWook again gently, his hands finding RyeoWook's hips and slowly moving around to unbutton his jeans.
Nodding a little, RyeoWook's breath hitched as he felt his jeans loosen. Returning the kisses softly, he pulled back a little after a moment, meeting YoungSaeng's eyes. He just looked at him for a long moment, fingers caressing the older man's jawline before he shifted on the bed, sitting up a little more so he could pull his jeans down his legs.
Helping to pull the jeans off, YoungSaeng sat up and quickly removed his own, returning to RyeoWook's side. Running his hand lightly up RyeoWook's thigh, YoungSaeng leaned down for another kiss to distract him as his fingers reached the edge of RyeoWook's boxers. Keeping him distracted with a deep kiss, YoungSaeng slowly started to pull the boxers down and off, his own following shortly.
When all their clothes were taken care of, RyeoWook broke the kiss for a moment to breathe, panting a little against YoungSaeng's lips. He looked into the older man's eyes, face flushed with embarrassment. The brush of their bare skin together made his heart jump. Hesitantly, he brushed his fingers against YoungSaeng's chest, tracing out his skin as he tried to calm down again. This was YoungSaeng, and that made it okay.
YoungSaeng took a moment to make sure RyeoWook was okay, giving him reassuring kisses as he wrapped the man's legs around his waist. .
It was slow, YoungSaeng pausing many times to make sure RyeoWook was okay, alternating between deep kisses and whispered words of comfort. Not long later, YoungSaeng panting tiredly against RyeoWook's lips, he smiled softly down at him. "I love you," he whispered.
Breathing unevenly, forehead resting against YoungSaeng's, RyeoWook looked up at the older man, arms wrapped loosely around YoungSaeng's neck. "I love you too," he breathed softly in return, smiling at him. As his heart race slowly eased back to normal, he felt more relaxed than he could remember. Lowering his legs from around YoungSaeng's waist, he drew the older man down to lie down with him.
Laying down, YoungSaeng pulled RyeoWook into his arms, tucking the younger man's head under his chin. "Are you okay? I didn't hurt you I hope," he asked softly, running his fingertips over RyeoWook's spine.
RyeoWook shook his head a little, flushing at their bare skin rubbing together before he tangled his legs with the older man's. "No, you didn't." His mind was still trying to catch up with what had just happened, but he couldn't get rid of the small smile that was curling his lips. Burying his nose against YoungSaeng's collar, he kissed the warm skin softly. "That was...wow," was all he could say, turning a
little more red.
YoungSaeng chuckled softly, breathing in the sweet scent of RyeoWook's shampoo. "Yeah... I'm a little surprised at you right now," he murmured. "I didn't think you'd be ready."
"That makes two of us," RyeoWook mumbled, closing his eyes for a moment and just resting. Then he opened his eyes again, peeking up at the older man through his bangs. "But I think...you helped me a lot, and it's because of that, I'm not scared anymore."
"I'm glad I could help," YoungSaeng smiled down at him, kissing his forehead. "And I'm not saying that just because we had sex, I truly mean that. You helped me during a time when I needed someone more than anything, it was all I could do to return the favor."
"I was more than happy to help," RyeoWook closed his eyes momentarily at the kiss before opening them again. "And I'll never be able to thank you enough...this is more than I could have ever imagined," he grinned happily. "I'm a little tired now though."
"You and me both," YoungSaeng chuckled. "Let's get some sleep then hm? It's been a long, interesting day to say the least."
"Yeah," RyeoWook buried his nose in YoungSaeng's collar, closing his eyes again. It had definitely been a good day. "Good night Saeng, I love you," he whispered against the older man's skin.
"Goodnight," YoungSaeng replied, getting the blankets situated over them and settling in for sleep. For the first time in a long while, YoungSaeng fell into a deep and relaxed slumber.