Tarot
I would like to state before anything ... I need a hug. Badly.
a bone crushing, heart wrenching, real life, "Its Going To Be Ok" Hug.
Made a long disjointed emotional rant,
stared at it for about 5 minutes then deleted it.
Im going to try this little experiment into meditation first,
and see if these feeling of confusion and fear persist,
If they do THEN I will make a long winded over the top rant.
So!
For fun, meditation, and to see other peoples opinion,
I decided to do a Tarot reading and post it online.
I'll include which deck I use, what spread I used, what each card I pull means,
and what my interpretation of that card is.
Now to make this perfectly clear I really don't have a religion or deity behind this,
despite my best friends(Edit! internet lover, potential boyfreind,
could have been life partner, and thing that refuses to be labeled by any human constraint!... ya same guy XD) insistence, I still only see tarot as a form of meditation
and a link to your soul, and that the thing guiding you hands to choose the cards is YOU.
Maybe that'll change one day but for the moment thats how it stands.
The Medieval Scapini Deck
That's my deck, I know the pictures aren't very good but you get the Idea.
I'm Also going to make pictures of my reading later, that will hopefully be easier to see.
I chose it because I think its beautiful and I love the symbolism.
I'm using a spread called "The Little Medicine Wheel"
Looks like this ....
____1_____
_2__5__3__
____4_____
Meanings:
1 Messages from your intuition
2 Message from your body
3 Message from your emotions
4 Message from your spirit
5 Next phase in your life
Traditionaly Your supposed to ask a queastion and keep it in your mind while your mediating.
Well... at the moment I've got to many questions and alot of confusion so Im going
to just do this my way and just try and calm my mind and see what pops up.
- A spoonful of peanut butter, cup of yogurt, half a glass of Disaronno, and a good bit of Tai Chi later*
Having trouble switching from Diet Coke from Classic Coke? Add Dissaronno :D does wonders.
And for the record, Yes I AM a cheap drunk ^_^
Yes I know the Images are grainy,blurry, bad, and out of focus, but considering
they were done on a keychain camera, at 1AM, and slightly tipsy,
be relieved I at least got the card in frame.
If your interested I'll type up the symbolism of the cards as well
but for the moment thats a smidgen to much effort.
1)Eight Of Coins
Meaning
Image 1
Image 2
2)Five of Swords
Meaning
Image 1
Image 2
3) Page of Swords
Meaning
Image 1
4)The Falling Tower
Meaning
Image 1
Image 2
5)The Queen of Cups
Meaning
Image 1
I know I haven't posted What they mean to me yet I wanted to go ahead and throw this up
either Ill edit this post later or I'll make a separate post.
Feel free to ask any questions, but be forewarned
I'm really a beginner at this,
so unless you just have a question for me personally your probably better off going Here
a bone crushing, heart wrenching, real life, "Its Going To Be Ok" Hug.
Made a long disjointed emotional rant,
stared at it for about 5 minutes then deleted it.
Im going to try this little experiment into meditation first,
and see if these feeling of confusion and fear persist,
If they do THEN I will make a long winded over the top rant.
So!
For fun, meditation, and to see other peoples opinion,
I decided to do a Tarot reading and post it online.
I'll include which deck I use, what spread I used, what each card I pull means,
and what my interpretation of that card is.
Now to make this perfectly clear I really don't have a religion or deity behind this,
despite my best friends(Edit! internet lover, potential boyfreind,
could have been life partner, and thing that refuses to be labeled by any human constraint!... ya same guy XD) insistence, I still only see tarot as a form of meditation
and a link to your soul, and that the thing guiding you hands to choose the cards is YOU.
Maybe that'll change one day but for the moment thats how it stands.
The Medieval Scapini Deck
That's my deck, I know the pictures aren't very good but you get the Idea.
I'm Also going to make pictures of my reading later, that will hopefully be easier to see.
I chose it because I think its beautiful and I love the symbolism.
I'm using a spread called "The Little Medicine Wheel"
Looks like this ....
____1_____
_2__5__3__
____4_____
Meanings:
1 Messages from your intuition
2 Message from your body
3 Message from your emotions
4 Message from your spirit
5 Next phase in your life
Traditionaly Your supposed to ask a queastion and keep it in your mind while your mediating.
Well... at the moment I've got to many questions and alot of confusion so Im going
to just do this my way and just try and calm my mind and see what pops up.
- A spoonful of peanut butter, cup of yogurt, half a glass of Disaronno, and a good bit of Tai Chi later*
Having trouble switching from Diet Coke from Classic Coke? Add Dissaronno :D does wonders.
And for the record, Yes I AM a cheap drunk ^_^
Yes I know the Images are grainy,blurry, bad, and out of focus, but considering
they were done on a keychain camera, at 1AM, and slightly tipsy,
be relieved I at least got the card in frame.
If your interested I'll type up the symbolism of the cards as well
but for the moment thats a smidgen to much effort.
1)Eight Of Coins
Meaning
Image 1
Image 2
2)Five of Swords
Meaning
Image 1
Image 2
3) Page of Swords
Meaning
Image 1
4)The Falling Tower
Meaning
Image 1
Image 2
5)The Queen of Cups
Meaning
Image 1
I know I haven't posted What they mean to me yet I wanted to go ahead and throw this up
either Ill edit this post later or I'll make a separate post.
Feel free to ask any questions, but be forewarned
I'm really a beginner at this,
so unless you just have a question for me personally your probably better off going Here