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It is the morning before my last final
I haven't even begun to study
Not a single fuck is being given this morning
Im going to hate myself later
But I can't bring myself to stress and worry any more
God, I need to start writing in here more
But it'll have to wait.
Two certification test next week, and I have to keep reminding myself that if I don't pass it's not the end of the world. I won't loose everything. And I just need to keep going.
Having someone else in my life observing my moods and everything I go through makes me realize I'm not being over dramatic. I just have a poor way to deal with stressful times.
The urge to craft is strong... so strong... must resist... even though making paper beads is so much fun...
I'm probably going to be flayed alive for this but I'm on a huge Niki Minaja (spelled wrong, trust me) kick. I feel like I should be far to suburbanite to relate to her lyrics or find them entertaining, but anyone who can work in naming her hoe's after santa's reindeer into her lyrics, or say she feels like a dungeon dragon, get's my vote in the entertainment industry.
Okay, I'm done. I'll go stare blankly at this screen and pretend to study until I have to leave. Thank you all and good night.
I haven't even begun to study
Not a single fuck is being given this morning
Im going to hate myself later
But I can't bring myself to stress and worry any more
God, I need to start writing in here more
But it'll have to wait.
Two certification test next week, and I have to keep reminding myself that if I don't pass it's not the end of the world. I won't loose everything. And I just need to keep going.
Having someone else in my life observing my moods and everything I go through makes me realize I'm not being over dramatic. I just have a poor way to deal with stressful times.
The urge to craft is strong... so strong... must resist... even though making paper beads is so much fun...
I'm probably going to be flayed alive for this but I'm on a huge Niki Minaja (spelled wrong, trust me) kick. I feel like I should be far to suburbanite to relate to her lyrics or find them entertaining, but anyone who can work in naming her hoe's after santa's reindeer into her lyrics, or say she feels like a dungeon dragon, get's my vote in the entertainment industry.
Okay, I'm done. I'll go stare blankly at this screen and pretend to study until I have to leave. Thank you all and good night.