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Getting ready for my first day of school. Torn between elation that I'm going back, fear of falling on my face again, and dread of the work ahead. I've already been warned that these classes are harder than the one's from before, and I wasn't that strong on the networking part in the first place.
But I'm also going in early to learn where I will be interning at. Que another round of anxiety and stark out right fear. I'm know I'll work as hard as I can, and I feel reasonably smart enough to figure out what to do on the job, but still new jobs always make me Terrified. My hands are usually shaking the whole first day.
BUT YAY MONYEZ.!!
Now I go to take a shower, sort out what books I need for today, and figure out how in the hell I'm going to carry everything.
There are to many books for my over the shoulder bag with my computer, and god help me I still can't get over my hang up of looking like a dork with my roller bag.
*sigh* I'll figure something out though.
But I'm also going in early to learn where I will be interning at. Que another round of anxiety and stark out right fear. I'm know I'll work as hard as I can, and I feel reasonably smart enough to figure out what to do on the job, but still new jobs always make me Terrified. My hands are usually shaking the whole first day.
BUT YAY MONYEZ.!!
Now I go to take a shower, sort out what books I need for today, and figure out how in the hell I'm going to carry everything.
There are to many books for my over the shoulder bag with my computer, and god help me I still can't get over my hang up of looking like a dork with my roller bag.
*sigh* I'll figure something out though.