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Click to viewPhhhhhht I totally threw this together cuz I wanted to share this song
So, I feel sick this morning
I'm not sure if it's the meds
Or If I'm thinking to much about the meds
Or if I'm just stressing about the job and school
Probably a fun combination of all three
Forcing myself to choke down some food and sprite
Fuck I don't even know what I'm going to do if I GET the job
This is the kind of job that could change my life
and I can finally get my damn foot in the door
But can I do that when Im laying down on the floor?
Im going to have to eat sleep and breath medical
lingo that has sent my head spinning in the past.
Not to mention the fact that he told me I'm going to have
to POLITELY call people out on lying to my face.
I've got to make decisions that could effect peoples lives
Then I remind myself that this job may be to awesome
and there is NO WAY they will hire me
but what if they do?
Bah Im going to lay back down