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[saemiligr]

So I'm in an ... Odd mood right now
I think the meds are starting to create mood swings again
I stopped taking them awhile ago
Which was really stupid

I forced myself to take them this weekend and thus why I had a productive day Saturday.
I took them this morning. So My deppressive mood that I had fallen in is slowly shedding away. Though my brain is really bouncing aroundb and I'm struggeling to make it focus on just one thing at a time instead of EVERYTHING.

I have a acupuncture appointment tommorow
Im kind freaking out about it now .-.
He's supposed to be really good
He's my Tai Chi instructor's son and ALOT of people recommend him
Another Teacher was saying he could even help releive stress and help with deppression
I'm definitly telling him about the pain in my right foot and my left knee
and the tension in my back and arms

Then in the afternoon I have an appointment to get anti deppressents LOL!
Contridiction I know
I wasn't really thinking when I made the appointments
I was thinking more of the things I've been needing to get done

Blah I need to move
The people sitting next to me are yelling :/