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[saemiligr]

He's a user, he's done with you.'>

How simple is this statement

How Blindingly Obvious

Then How come I couldn't see it

Until now

So much makes sense now

How could I have been so stupid

The looks The glances

They knew.

Why didn't they say anything

Why didn't I listen

He used me

So simple
He was good at it
He's probably already moved on

He didn't want a family
He didn't want a life together
He wanted a way to make sure I stayed
To take care of him

It feels like someone is sitting on my chest
It's hard to take a breath

I can't stop the memories
The glances
The signs

He didn't even try at the end

So blind
So stupid

Now... maybe to finally fucking move on.