Sep 19, 2009 10:56
So ... Im teetering on the edge of being better
I'm getting things done
At the speed of snail
But they are getting done
Once again Im sorry I don't respond
but believe me when I say I do read all of my friends posts
It took me over two hours of mediation and music to get me to go to sleep
Then of course my baby got sick and I had to spend the next two hours coaxing him back to sleep
I feel less angry today
More empty
It's a struggle just to get up
get moving
I don't even know what Id do if I didn't have the itty bit right now
>> and I mean besides being able to use the phone with out him screaming.
He always thinks it's pawpaw and wants to talk to him
Ugh.
I need caffeine and a kick in the ass