for john
i want to say thank you for taking the time to pray for me and read my boring rambles :p i greatly appreciate the care and concern. But, (don't worry i'm not about to tell you its pointless or i don't need your help) i have to say, when i said "its about my walk" i wasn't using it as a cover-up, or an "i'm fine the way i am, leave me alone". I quit the church i was attending because i wasn't comfortable with it. I absolutely loved having somewhere to go on random days of the week, but i felt i needed to find a new church. I haven't come across it yet, but i've also been moving around aLOT. i'm in a new place now... i may go church hunting and see what i come up with. But, i want to let you know that I really do continue my walk. I don't just say that convince others that i'm fine. The entry you read was just horrible. it was a horrible day, a horrible fight, etc. I meant to delete it, but i guess i didn't. i'd forgotten all about it until you posted and it sent me an email about it... it was just a ramble from my head out... but, thank you. (another ramble)