my midnight epiphany
almost 11pm, not yet as late as i'm normally typing... but here goes my late night rant
*met this interesting guy from pakistan earlier online in a chat room... that was fun
*talked to curtis 1/2 the day also fun
*went grocery shopping... laughed a lil
*did some laundry
*played online ALL day
*listened to music
*talked to alex~haven't talked to him in a long time
*was told that i'm strong enough to get over this, by a great friend... was told that they've has seen me overcome a lot of stuff, most worse then this and come out of it fine~ thank you to them
*talked to miranda, jerry, casey, kayla's friend justin (phone)
I miss him. After that comment about being stronger then this, I am pretty sure that i'm not going to fall apart if he doesn't come back for me. I AM STRONGER THEN THIS!!! I love him, I always will in one way or another... I would love for him to come back... BUT, my life will go on with or without him. I'm still sad... I still want him to want me... I still want him to miss me and come back... but I'm not going to die because of it. (Big accomplishment)
*met this interesting guy from pakistan earlier online in a chat room... that was fun
*talked to curtis 1/2 the day also fun
*went grocery shopping... laughed a lil
*did some laundry
*played online ALL day
*listened to music
*talked to alex~haven't talked to him in a long time
*was told that i'm strong enough to get over this, by a great friend... was told that they've has seen me overcome a lot of stuff, most worse then this and come out of it fine~ thank you to them
*talked to miranda, jerry, casey, kayla's friend justin (phone)
I miss him. After that comment about being stronger then this, I am pretty sure that i'm not going to fall apart if he doesn't come back for me. I AM STRONGER THEN THIS!!! I love him, I always will in one way or another... I would love for him to come back... BUT, my life will go on with or without him. I'm still sad... I still want him to want me... I still want him to miss me and come back... but I'm not going to die because of it. (Big accomplishment)