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saelilsis

saw him today

Sep 11, 2005 18:32

well, today we went through stuff and he loaded it up and took it to mom's for me. he made a special trip down here to move stuff to mom's for me.... i dunno how to read any of this. then, when he's leaving he hugs me like he hugged my sister or mom.... and he brought jeremy to help him move... so the only time i had alone with him he ran outside ( Read more... )

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From OGIA anonymous September 12 2005, 14:02:54 UTC

What's up, Ambient? Sounds like I've missed a lot. Care to tell? You don't have to. I just hate to see you so sad.

I just said a prayer for you. *grin*
John

Re: From OGIA saelilsis September 12 2005, 15:15:14 UTC

thanks... i'm just sad... i have happy moments and sad... like ALL day today is going to be sad because i'm here alone... everyone's at school or work... and i'm just here.

Re: From OGIA anonymous September 12 2005, 19:08:37 UTC

Thought about talking with "you-know-Who"?

Re: From OGIA saelilsis September 12 2005, 19:11:15 UTC

yes, and i have... and i'm still sad and heartbroken, and casey still seems fine and dandy

Re: From OGIA anonymous September 13 2005, 12:36:47 UTC

... casey still seems fine and dandy

That's what guys do in situations like this -- they SEEM. It's the curse of testosterone mixed with youth. I know. I was vexed with it years ago, too!!

Re: From OGIA saelilsis September 13 2005, 15:25:55 UTC

lol... thanks :D have you read the more recent updates??

Re: From OGIA anonymous September 13 2005, 16:41:06 UTC

Yes, I have read the updates. You seemed to have gotten your mind diverted for a bit yesterday. Good for you! I've been through it a number of times, Amber. No, not the moving in and out thing, but the feelings and ups and downs, etc, etc. I just wish I would have known God as well then as I do now. NO ONE will be able to make it all better ALL of the sudden or even ever. Only God's mercy, grace, and time (a function of His mercy and grace) will get you through this.

I guess you see I've discovered how to use those code thingies. :-)

!!HOW FUN!!

*rolls eyes at self*

Re: From OGIA anonymous September 13 2005, 16:52:06 UTC

well, i'm glad you figured out how to use the code things... GO YOU!! And, thanks for the encouragement... its hard, but taking it day by day is the best thing I guess

Re: From OGIA anonymous September 14 2005, 18:39:44 UTC

You're welcome!

One day at a time, swee-eet Jesus. That's all I'm asking from You.

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