During the weekend I...
...went to work early Saturday morning when the city was dark and wet and no one else around.
...dressed like I was going to a party though no party was around.
...cried out of me all the bad things from at least one month, shaky loud tears that I just can't hold back and the reasons for the tears are not all seen on the surface and I still don't know where it came from but it sure was purifying.
...fell in love with my reflection in the mirror because it definitely was the most beautiful sad-eyed tear-cheeked fairy ever.
...went to a party after all, to Eero's friend's wedding party with cake and punch with lingonberries :P
...kissed a lot, hugged a lot, made love, sweet sweet love, listened him playing my guitar (which was the best fore-play ever, possibly ;)
...went for a over three hours walk to beautiful places with lovely lonely houses I would put in my pocket and run away if I had big enough pockets, huge oaks, the sea, and houses where rich people live. Dreamed of the dream house :)
...got terribly hungry and made quick pasta with tomato sauce.
...went for a pint to an almost local pub and played cards.
...was very very happy.
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shhh, I also did eat red meat in a restaurant. After the wedding party we were hungry and Eero's dad had given him a bunch of lunch vouchers and we were already dressed up so we went to a decent restaurant and ate reindeer roast beef with cooked beetroots, potato puree with mustatorvisienet ("black trumpet mushrooms"?) all covered in cranberry sauce. It was heavenly. Though my belly was really angry at me and muttered oh now I'll digest this for two days if that's really what you want then go ahead, thank you very much indeed and it hasn't yet forgiven me.
...dressed like I was going to a party though no party was around.
...cried out of me all the bad things from at least one month, shaky loud tears that I just can't hold back and the reasons for the tears are not all seen on the surface and I still don't know where it came from but it sure was purifying.
...fell in love with my reflection in the mirror because it definitely was the most beautiful sad-eyed tear-cheeked fairy ever.
...went to a party after all, to Eero's friend's wedding party with cake and punch with lingonberries :P
...kissed a lot, hugged a lot, made love, sweet sweet love, listened him playing my guitar (which was the best fore-play ever, possibly ;)
...went for a over three hours walk to beautiful places with lovely lonely houses I would put in my pocket and run away if I had big enough pockets, huge oaks, the sea, and houses where rich people live. Dreamed of the dream house :)
...got terribly hungry and made quick pasta with tomato sauce.
...went for a pint to an almost local pub and played cards.
...was very very happy.
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shhh, I also did eat red meat in a restaurant. After the wedding party we were hungry and Eero's dad had given him a bunch of lunch vouchers and we were already dressed up so we went to a decent restaurant and ate reindeer roast beef with cooked beetroots, potato puree with mustatorvisienet ("black trumpet mushrooms"?) all covered in cranberry sauce. It was heavenly. Though my belly was really angry at me and muttered oh now I'll digest this for two days if that's really what you want then go ahead, thank you very much indeed and it hasn't yet forgiven me.